I'm Sorry - Tsukkiyama

Chapter 10

Yamaguchi's POV

I can't believe I did that. I hugged Tsukki while laying on top of him...in front of the whole team. That was so embarrassing! But Tsukki did hug me back..My face is probably very red.

"Yams! Slow down a little!" I stop and wait for him. How am I supposed to face him now? It's gonna be so awkward..

"I'm sorry.." I mumble out. He's probably mad at me. I wouldn't blame him though. He's straight..

"Sorry for what?" He's really gonna make me say it out loud..

"Sorry for hugging you suddenly. That was probably uncomfortable for yo-" I'm interrupted with two long arms wrapping around my waist and pulling me close. Tsukki is hugging me..

Heat rushes to my face..again.

"You don't have to apologize for that. I liked it honestly. And you can hug me whenever you want," I can't believe he just said that. He's seriously changing. He said he liked it? Is he gay? Now that I think about it, we never really talked about our sexuality. Maybe he is gay?

"Thank you Tsukki," I wrapped my arms around his waist and smiled.

We stood there in that position for a few seconds before we had to continue going to class. We entered the classroom and sat down at our desk. I turn around and talk to Tsukki before class starts. For the first time, Tsukki isn't wearing his headphones while I'm talking to him. And he looks like he actually cares about what I'm saying. Eventually the teacher walks into the classroom so I have to turn back towards the front. I can't believe Tsukki is actually working to get my forgiveness back. The very thought makes butterflies sprout in my stomach.

Time skip to lunch

Me and Tsukki got up to walk to lunch. He started walking towards the staircase to go towards the roof. Since I started ignoring Tsukki I started eating lunch with everyone else. It's actually really nice to eat with everyone. I wonder if Tsukki will want to eat with them. I know he isn't exactly fond of Hinata and Kageyama but I still wanna sit with them. I don't know what to do? Do I sit with Tsukki? Or do I ditch him to sit with the rest of the team. But then if I do that then Tsukki might get mad at me. Then we'll have problems again. And he's actually changing and right now everything is going great. What do I do?

"Yams? Do you wanna go sit with the team?" It's like he read my mind..

"Well yeah..but we don't have too! It's fine!" He just stands there looking at me. I ruined it. Our friendship is over. I always ruin everything..

Tsukki walks up to me and grabs my hand. He starts pulling me in the direction where the gym is.

"If you want to eat with them that's fine. Just let me know," I feel tears pool in my eyes. I know he's just going to eat lunch with the rest of the team but he doesn't like them that much. He's going to sit with them for me..

I feel the tears start to fall down my face. I stop and bring my hands to my face. Once I pull my hand away that was holding Tsukki's he turns and looks at me. His eyes widen and he rushes in front of me.

"Are you ok? What happened?"

"T-thank you T-tsukki" He just smiles at me. He wipes my tears with his hands and stares in my eyes. He continues to stare into my eyes. Butterflies start to fly around in my stomach. At this moment all I see is Tsukki. It feels as if it's just me and him. His eyes dart down to my lips, I do the same. Our faces start to inch closer and closer together. I feel his warm breath on my lips. I start to flutter my eyes closed.

"Hey Saltyshima! Hey Yams!" I open my eyes wide and quickly back away from Tsukki. My face heats up. Was Tsukki gonna kiss me..?

"What were you two doing?"