This is not what i planned

Chapter 3

Meredith pov

We have been in High school for 5 months now, its nice, we also have some couples in our class...
So Callie and Arizona kind off, i mean they wont tell us but i can see it.
Then we have Alex and Jo, yep Izzie and Alex broke up. It broked izzie and still do..watching him with someone else.

George kissed Arizona on truth or dare, he liked her a lot but then she admit she was lesbian which made Geroge really sad, but his over it now i think...
Cristina is having this huge crush on a ginger guy called Owen Hunt, i dont know more

Back to our class..
Me and Amelia have got really close
George, Arizona and April are like bestfriends
Alex, Jackson and Nathan are close
Cristina and Callie are like me and she just to be...
Yeah if you dont get it..me and Cristina...we dont talk to eachother anymore..I dont know what happened, i guees we just slowly walked away from eachother
Well who cares
Izzie and Geroge are still close friends
We used to call our friend group MAGIC,M:Meredith,A:Alex,G:George,I:Izzie and C:Cristina. But now it was just GI...

"Hey Meredith" i heard Amelia said behind me
"Hi Amy" i said
"So what are u doing today? I was thinking u might wanted to come over...- i mean Mcdreamy will be there" she said and laughed
"Haha Amelia im not gonna get their beacause of Mcdreamy, i Will be with my friend ofcourse" i said and smiled
"Shut up we are best friends, your like my person" Amelia said and smiled
My person?...I thought about Cristina, she used to say that, i miss her..
"Mer? Thinking about Mcdreamy?" Amelia said
"What no" i said and she started laughed
We went to class and i saw Cristina talking to Callie, she seemed happy, thats only thing i care about..as longest she is happy.

Cristinas pov

"You neeeed to ask him out" Callie said to me
"No i dont" i said even though i would love to
"I dont belivie you!" Callie said and raised one eyebrow, when she raised one eyebrow..she was seriosly
"Okay fine, I like him but i dont think he feel the same" I said
"Cristina! Seriosly..not feeling the same? He has been starring at you ever since that day at lunch" Callie said
"Dont talk about that please" i Said and we laughed
That was a memory i will always keep in my mind. It was one day at lunch, i dropped food all over him, it ended up with a food war between the hole school. He and i got suspended for 3 days but it was so worth it..since that day we have been starring at eachother, i liked him...Owen Hunt

Suddendly i see Meredith walk in with Amelia, She looked at me and smiled..I smiled back.
Okay fine we havent talk for some time and i really miss her...but I just..i dont know what happened between us. I wonder what she thinks..probably not the same, i mean it looks like her and Amelia have got very close, im happy for her. If she is happy, im happy.  Just as longest she is happy.

Amelias pov

Watching Arizona with Callie is killing me inside but im not showing it. I tell myself that im over her but i still know i love her...
As class ended i went to Lunch only not to see Meredith there, i've never seen her eat lunch or atleast not in school
I decided to text her
Where are you?
No answer.. as usually

Merediths pov
My phone was buzzing like crasy and i knew it was Amelia. I got up from the school bathroom while i went to my locker..Cristina shows up
"Mer you okay?" She said
"Yeah im fine" i said..that was the biggest lie
"Okay" she said and walked away
It was the first time i feelt a strange feeling, that feeling i get around my mom...that feeling that she dont care, she was just asking to be Nice. I cant do this...im losing myself and my bestfriend..Cristina Yang..my person
I run out of school with tears, i run home with no looking back at all
When i got home i decided to text Amelia
Sorry! I got home, i feelt sick
I said...there is no way she would belivie that, i should say something else..
Sick? I dont think so!! Meredith your never eating Lunch anymore, whats going on? Please talk to me. I love you!❤❤
I feelt so bad for what i was writing next
Stop care about me i can care about myself!! I feelt sick, okay! I dont eat lunch cause i already eat at home, im not hungry!
I feelt so bad, i lied to her.. i hated lie
Ever since we started High School ive been a lot intressting to my weight..I feelt like i needed to lose weight
Amelia had seen the text but no answer...great now i lost my bestfriend..Amelia Shepherd.

I walk up to my room as i got into the shower. I was done showering and i put some comfy clothes on
I was just my way to the livingroom when i suddendly feel Dizzy, i feel like that everyday
"Here we go again" i said to myself
"Just lay down and try get some sleep" i said
I was just gonna lay down when everything get worse..I get a phone call from..Amelia
I answer
"Meredith? Im sorry, can we talk?" She said
"Amelia-i-i dont feel good, i Think i will-help..." was my last word before i collapsed and it all went black

Amelias pov

"Amelia-i-i dont feel good, i Think i will-help" i heard Meredith said with a weak voice
"Meredith!!?, Hello? ANSWER! MEREDITH!!?" I screamed with no answer
I jumped into my car driving to Meredith
I opened the door..seeing Mer on the floor, i didnt know what to do!
"Meredith!!" I screamed trying to wake here up, her breathing was really slow and low
I called 911
They got here quik
When we got to the hospital they took care of Meredith...I feelt empty

An hour later a doctor walk to me
"Hello im dr webber, and you must be a friend to Meredith Grey" he said with a soft voice
"Yes, yes im. Is she okay?" I alsed worried for whats was coming next
"Why dont you ask her yourself" he said and smiled
I run to her room seeing her awake, i run in and gived her a big hug
"Well hello Amelia" Meredith  laughed and huged me back
"Thank god your okay" i said when her happy smile fade away
"Oh she is not, not all" i hear a voice behind me..it was Ellis Grey, Merediths mother
"But im happy and thankfull that u find her in time" She said and huged me
It was an pretty akward hug but right now i didnt really care, what she said next had me quit...
"Meredith have an eating disorder and i-" she said with tears in her eyes, did she care for Mer? First time...dam
"She might not make it" i hear dr webber said
I went quit, i had no word....
What did he mean...
Was Meredith dying...