Every Summer has a Story

Simula

Simula
 

Cassandra’s POV

 

"It's an order from Dad. I can't do anything even if it's for you, I am really sorry, Cass." he carefully said as if he doesn't want to hurt me in his own words.

I shook my head. Tanginang yan! Nakakabobo. "You gotta be kidding me, Enzo."

I want to hold his soft hand, hug and kiss him but I stopped myself. I want to beg, pero minsan ko na yung ginawa. I'm done with that. Ayokong maiwan but at the same time ayoko ring magmakaawa para lang hindi ako iwanan. If he really wants to stay, then he will without asking and begging him to do it. But seems like somethings didn't work the way you want it to be. Ang sakit. Ang hirap. Omyghaaad! Naiiyak na ko

I faked a smile "Then go. I won't cry, you made me strong right? I'm letting you go, Enzo." I said, still holding my emotions.

"Good girl. So? Good bye, for now? Promise me that you would take care of yourself and pursue your dreams. I'm so proud of you, Cass." He sincerely said

 

 

That was the most memorable scene of my life, it's not good nor bad. That was 5 years ago, I'm a successful Flight Attendant now. Yeah I made it. How he is na kaya? I cut all the communications that we have as in kahit contact number, wala na. It really helpful dahil nakapag focus ako sa pag aaral at nakalimot sa lungot at sakit. Minsan ko ng binalak na pumuntang Canada, pero natatakot ako dahil paano kung may bago na siya? Paano kung nakalimutan niyang may naghihintay sakanya? And he forgot our promises to each other? Paano kung hindi na ako? Kasi ako, siya pa din hanggang ngayon. Strong diba? I hope he’s happy and successful now. Damn. I want to see him, I miss him so much. Sa tingin ko, ayos naman na ang lahat? Matured enough to decide on ourselves, to fight for each other? Maybe, we can continue? I’m so lost and clueless.