Take away my last breath

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I am done crying everyday
Everyday and I can't stop
Soon my eyes will bleed pain
Sooner my brain will hush every veins
For I can't scream out loud
I can't breathe or see
I can only cry, until im pale and dizzy
I can only ask for not waking up tomorrow morning
Cause I am done seeing my family burden my name
I am done watching them see me useless worthless face
I swear I am just done crying
Please take me away
I can't no more Injust this pain
I am not born that way
Always nicer when they ask me things
And when I talk back I cry for the guilt eats me alive
Crying every night
Hands over my mouth tight
Screeching , for the nights asleep
And I don't want to wake any soul
Show them I am weak and forever weak
So just take me away
I beg, I please you
I don't want to pretend living anymore
Young and already lost every hope
Nobody to hug me to tuck me to sleep
No one to hold me when I cry screening to die
No one to tell me it's gonna be okay
Just take me away,
I will take the pain if I won't be a burden here again
Cause I love my family so much
Only I wish if I was good enough
Could I have shown them I could make them prouder
Like my brother
I could be loved
Like my brother
But now I speak to death
To take me away
Take away my last breath.

-Aureaa

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