Kakagaling ko lang sa cr it's already 11:40 di kasi ako makatulog so I decide to open my Facebook account. You know scroll scroll lang walang magawa tingin sa mga picture ng mga bestfriends ko kuno pero pag may gala parang hindi man lang alam na nag e exist ako pag may kailangan lang naman sila sakin diyan lang nila ako mapapansin.
Seeing them I realize how bad world to me life is unfair. Ang dami kung problema parang sasabog na ako, gusto kung may masabihan ako but I know that all I have right now is myself.
I keep on scrolling how can people smile that way like they don't have problem in life. It's 12:00 am I decide to out but someone chat me. I'm just going to ignore it but he keep on chatting me, I open it
"Hey, wazzup miss"first chat niya
"Binibini sanay akoy iyong mapansin" pangalawa
"Wag ka munang mag out miss" last chat niya natawa nalang ako sa chat niya, I replied.
"Yes?"he seen it very fast
"Anong yes? Tinatanong ba kita?" I just rolled my eyes he's like some guys that pestering me.
Nag log out nalang ako kaysa mairita pa ako sakanya. Pilit kung matulog because I have school tomorrow.
"Bianca gising na malalate ka naman, Anong oras kaba kasi natulog?" Gumising na ako dahil nandito naman kami ni mama ang aga aga nagrarap naman kasi ganito, ganito hays
"Bilisan mo na diyan"ulit niya pa
"Opo pababa na ma" tiningnan ko kung asan si papa
"Hindi umuwi papa mo nak, wag muna hanapin baka mamaya payun kain kana tapos maligo kana malalate kananaman" habang tinitingnan ko si mama I really want to hug him tight I know that shes not ok, I don't what's happening to papa
"Eh si ate? Asan? "Tanong ko habang kumakain
"Ah andun sa kwarto niya, iwan ko ba sa ate mo, hindi makapag move on dyan sa ex niya, pag ako nainis naku humanda sakin yang drake nayan" I just laugh, mom is a really strong woman.
"Naku anak bilisan mo kilos sige na"I just nod and smile at her
Sinunod ko naman si mama naligo naku tapos nag toothbrush yung Gawain ng isang estudyante. I just stare at myself in the mirror and smile like an idiot.
"BIANCA JAY VELASQUEZ! Ano ba Tara na"
Will my mother is a teacher in elementary school while I am grade 12 students.
"Opo papunta na". Sumakay na kami ng trycicle una na akong bumaba
"Bye ma, ingat ka" then walk inside the school.
