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FUNNY VALENTINE

TRIGGER WARNING!
fluff :))

heads up! this is a Female to Male transgender reader! 

➪ FUNNY VALENTINE: perfect




as you sat at your desk you tap your pen on your paper, you were signing papers for the president as his secretary, but something has been bothering you all month.

you sigh and put your face into your hands, you couldn't focus one bit. moving your head you look down in your lap, you frowned at yourself, what you were wearing, how you felt, you hated it, every bit of it. but it was the only way people would accept you...

you picked up your pen once again and speed through all the paperwork, it was really the only way you could get work done, you didn't care if you got it wrong, you were going to look over them later anyway. 

you quickly shuffle all the papers into a stack and messily put them into an envelope, throwing it in a drawer of your desk you pick up yet another envelope of paperwork you were supposed to give to the president.

letting out another sigh you hold the papers up to your chest, you tried not to let your emotions show through. you walk towards the door and knock on it, you took a step back and looked at the ground before hearing a small "come in" from behind the door. 

your hand wraps around the doorknob as you took in a deep breath and open the door, you walk in and the door closes behind you. you look up at the flaxen-haired man his cool blue eyes looked up at you. he takes his attention away from his shelves, putting down a book on the shelf. 

"do you need something?"
you walk closer to his desk and set down the papers.
"I'm just here to drop off your paperwork sir."

he lets out a small hum and nods at the papers on his desk.  he walks over to his desk and looks at the papers, he then looks back at you.
"are you okay?"

his question caught you off guard and you started getting nervous.
"I'm fine sir."

"you don't look fine."

honestly, sometimes you hated him for how straight forward he is. you mentally beat yourself up for not hiding yourself well enough.
"what's bothering you [y/n]?"

you battled yourself on whether you should tell him or not, no one else accepted you so why would he? a nervous pit formed in your stomach as you knew you were wasting his time by staying silent.

"Nothing is bothering me, sir."
he gave you a disapproving look, he knew you were lying, you fiddled with your thumbs as a minute passed, it felt like hours, he didn't say anything, he only gave you a saddened and worried look. 

he walked closer to you and picked up your hands, letting your hands resting on the man's soft gloves you look up at him.
"[y/n] what's truly wrong?"
his face drooped into a small frown as his head ever so slightly tilted to the side.

"I..."
you didn't know where to start at all, you couldn't explain it. you thought you were just weird for this, no one had ever heard of it so they thought it was all in your head.

when you had told your family about it, they scolded you, threatened you, hit and beat you for this. you felt like a disgrace to society, you felt disgusted in yourself. when you got the job as president's secretary everyone thought you were trying to become more, manly. no one approved of it as they saw working under the president is well, a man's job. they thought you were going to cause trouble. whether it be from seducing the president and ruining his reputation to stealing money from the government.

you were kicked out of your house, boy were you glad you saved your money. you could afford a run-down small house, it was the best you could afford.

you hadn't noticed before but while recalling the things that had been done to you started making you shake, your face had become visibly scared as your hands trembled on his. 
"[y/n]..."
he squeezed your hand in a comforting way as your eyes shot up to meet his. you let out a shaky sigh as you force yourself to calm down. 

"I... I don't know what it is... but I..."
you look at the ground.
"I don't feel comfortable with... myself..."

"what do you mean...?"
his gaze was still on you, you couldn't bear to look him in the eyes. he suddenly tugs on your hands a bit, you look up at him as he gives you a small yet warm smile, he guides you to some nearby couch, you sit down and he sits down next to you.

you lay your hands on your lap as they clench up unto fists, you felt as if you couldn't breathe. you felt a hand touch yours, you look up at Valentine and gulp. 
"relax, your safe with me"
him saying those words made something within you relax, you took in a deep breath. 

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tears well in your eyes as you look at the man in front of you who was processing the information you had just told him, yet again the nervous feeling took over your body. he stayed silent as he looked at the ground, his face unchanging from his usual resting face. you look away into your lap as a few tears just barely escape your eyes. you knew it was a mistake telling him.

suddenly a pair of arms wrap around you, you gasp a tiny bit as he pulls you closer, resting his head on your shoulder. you were hesitant but you hugged him back, he hugged you tighter.

"I don't care whether if your a man or a woman, all I care about if you are happy with yourself and how you feel. how you look. how you are addressed. it's my job to do so, even if it wasn't I would make it my job."

tears start falling from your eyes as you grip onto his back, holding him tight you tried to hold back your sobs, finally, someone who accepted you... you couldn't stop your cries, he holds you as you quietly sob in his arms, he stroked the back of your head.

after a few minutes, he pulled back, he looked you in the eyes and rested his hand on your cheek.
"I'll take you shopping for clothes, hmm?"

"Sir you don't have to-"
"nonsense, in fact, let's go right now, work can wait"

he stood up and walked towards the door, motioning for you to follow him you rub your eyes of the tears that were still gathered on your eyes. you stand up and walk towards him. he places a hand on your shoulder and walks out the door with you by his side. 

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you both walk into a store, Valentine hums and looks down at you, and you look around the store nervously. he rests his hand on your shoulder again and guides you to the men's clothing. you meekly follow him.
"everything is fine [y/n]"

you nod to yourself at his words. the two of you look through suits, evening wear, everyday clothes, even sleepwear. you found the clothes you wanted after trying on a few, of course, you chose them with the help of Valentine.

you brought the clothes up to the counter, your stuff was ringed up and you brought out your wallet only for Valentine to already pay for it before you could hand the person your money.
"wha-"
"I'll be paying for you."

he simply took the things and held them in his arms.
"let's go"
he gave you a smile and grabbed your hand, walking out of the store with you.

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you happily walked into the office building you worked at, you got strange looks from coworkers, whispers amongst them grew a tiny bit louder as more of them started talking. you simply smiled, you felt confident. 

"who is that?"

"a new recruit?"

"I've never seen them before..."

you simply walked to your normal seat when working.
"hey that's for [y/n]"
someone put their hand on your shoulder and you gave them a smile.

"I am [y/n]"

everyone looked at you in shock, Valentine came out of his office and cleared his throat. everyone looked at him. you two shared a smile.

"Everyone, don't mind Mr. [L/n]. please continue your work."
everyone's eyes widened hearing him say that as they all shared a look. you simply smiled to yourself as you brought out the things you needed for work.

you felt like yourself finally, you were comfortable with how you felt. though there was still more to work on, you felt amazing. 

you felt like your perfect self, all thanks to him. 

☞︎︎︎♪✫✯~~~~~~~~~~~✯✫♪☜︎︎︎

posted: December 20th, 2020

words: 1445

UNEDITED

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
hi so quick vent

my parents aren't the most supportive of me being transgender and I was feeling kinda sad about it one day (even though its been going on for 4 months already) so I decided to make this

um yeah

I support and love you all, you are all valid no matter what you identify as, you matter and you are an important part of our society