I liked two boys in my whole life
One was in 8th grade
One was in 10th grade
They both failed miserably
All I felt was I was ugly, not good enough, not pretty enough
The first one we shall call him L
I hated him at first
Slowly I grew to like him, a lot
But he did not feel the same way
But I didn't give up
Til I did
Because it hurt
Long story short I ended that silly story of mine with a letter saying goodbye
And I never saw him again
My heart couldn't take the constant pain
Now the second guy J
I met him through a friend, he was her cousin
We were partners for her quince
Man he was annoying but cute
Slowly I started to get attached which scared me
I thought he felt the same
Boyyy was I wrong
Rejection heartbreak yay
For the next couple of months, things were confusing
Until she came
He liked us both and I still liked him, a lot but I let him go
I did not want to be a second choice
I wanted to be someoneś first choice
And in the end, he chose her
I knew it for many reasons, she was pretty, skinny, in the end, oh well
I thank both of them
They helped me realize
I don't need a guy to be happy and even if I am barely trying to love myself
I will come back better than ever
And they will regret everything they said
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