It's 12 am. Again
Why am I awake?
My thoughts?
Pain?
I don't know
I'm tired daily
But once I turn off the light
And get in bed, I'm wide awake
My thoughts take over
Roaring like a storm in my mind
What I did wrong
How I should disappear. ect
The only to block these voices
Is plugging in my headphones
Blast music to forget
Even that doesn't help me sleep
Man.
Everyday.
Every night.
Til the clock stikes 12
Up til midnight.