December 28 2014

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The day a little big part of me died.

This was the day...well morning i found out who i thought and hoped i was gonna spend the rest of my life left me to cry all by myself with a text that said

"I'm so sorry Jorie."

After i had gotten done sorta yelling at him for ignoring me for over 5 hours and not telling me he was with his uncle. Who he hung out with...well got high with. All the time.  And would hang out with him instead of me when he would text me in the morning and say

"I dont feel good today. Can we hang out another day?"

And i would say sure, then a few hours of texting he would tell me

"Oh i just texted my uncle. We're gonna hang out in a few, so if i dont text back as fast that's why."

Can you imagine how i felt knowing he would rather hang out with his uncle rather than me? I was okay with it only because i didn't want to control his life but at the same time i wanted to see my boyfriend and i hardly got too.

The sad part? I loved him. With all my everything and we were only together for a month but we had so much in common and our personalities matched so well. At least that's what i thought.

We are just better as friends who flirt. I'm still gonna have a special spot for him because he was my first for a lot of things. And just because im that type of girl.

-Beauty

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