(Tione)
"Tjay you need to calm down and relax"
Kimberly told me while I cried into her shoulder
"But Kim how he gonna call me the selfish one when his ass did me wrong?"
I told her tryna relax myself and moving from her shoulder to sit up
"I know he was being a dickhead but y'all not together anymore so try to calm down,okay!
She advised me while she rubbed my cheek softly
"That's the thing Kim I can't calm down because even though we not together anymore I still love him"
It was true no matter how fucked up or bad he treated me I just couldn't find a way to hate the nigga like yeah I hate the shit he was doing but I don't hate him
"My poor babe,come here"
She opened her arms and I hugged her while laying down she started playing with my hair and massaging it
"It's okay just relax for me"
I nodded and tried to calm myself down the best I could and breathed in and breathed out
"See was that so hard?"
She asked me and I shook my head no
It was quiet for a few minutes until she spoke up
"Soooo"
I don't know why but she seemed nervous
"What?"
I asked as I moved to lay down on the other side of her bed and looked at her and she laid down looking at me
"About the baby"
I sighed
"Kim I don't know I haven't made up my mind yet like I'm indecisive or whatever the fuck you call it"
I told her rubbing the side of my flat stomach
"It's okay take your time but I'm not gonna hold you it would be nice to have a niece or nephew"
She smiled at me and I couldn't hold back the small grin that started to cover my face
"I know but I wanna make my mind up fast and quick like I don't hate the baby I just hate the fact imma be alone"
"Who said you were gonna be alone , I mean you got me , Artist , Ella , and after you tell our parents your gonna have them too"
"That's true but our parents be busy all the time with work plus our momma lowkey doesn't care about me and how would they feel about their eighteen year old son being pregnant?"
"Tjay you're an adult so they can't tell you anything and fuck ma she be doing way too much acting crazy and stuff but it's whatever"
"But she loves you though this woman has always hated me and acted like I wasn't her son,mmcht stupid ass bitch like why have me just to hate me?"
I told her and she nodded in agreement
"Let's not talk about her anymore but sit up for me real quick I want us to talk about this for real for real okay"
I nodded and sat up
"Okay so tell me some cons of being pregnant and why you shouldn't have this baby"
She asked pulling her phone out and going to her notes app
"Okay well with me I would say that the baby's dad doesn't know that I'm pregnant so that makes me upset because we broke our relationship off badly because of his dumbass but damn I should've hit his ass one good time before he left with his stupid ass"
I told her getting mad all over again
"Hey relax and what's next?"
She asked putting what I said into her phone
"I guess morning sickness , I hate it"
"Next"
"I'm gaining weight"
"I can't, but next"
She laughed and I groaned
"It ain't funny and um I'm not in college yet but when I do go to college how am I gonna have time to look after a baby and go to school?"
"Easy I'll watch them since I'm on vacation from work until next year"
My sister was an actress and she was known for being in that show good girls,I'm not a fan of watching tv but I support her no matter what
"And what about after you go back to work?"
"Oh just do online classes on some days and than go in on other days when I'm home"
"Okay but this is a three bedroom house how am I gonna give my baby a nursery?"
"I wanted to talk to you about that,let's move in together"
"Come on Kim I don't wanna use up your money and time,you being too nice for no reason"
I told her shaking my head
"Tjay your my brother and you know I'll do anything for you,especially now that you're pregnant"
"Are you sure Kim?because you don't have to"
"Nigga can I just be a good sister?"
"But you already a good sister and I'm just scared"
"Scared of what?"
I stayed quiet for a little because I ain't want her to think I was dumb or something
"I don't wanna be a bad parent"
"Tjay why you saying that?"
"I don't know,I guess I don't wanna end up like mama"
"Oh Tjay don't worry about being a bad parent okay because you're not gonna be one and you're gonna be a way more better parent than mom ever was alright so stop doubting yourself"
"You think so?"
"Yeah now what are some pros?"
"Okay I guess I wouldn't mind having a mini Taurus"
"Alright next"
"I can go baby shopping for him or her"
I told her and she hummed
"I would most likely have a chubby baby to take care of"
"True,next"
"I would have another person to love and take care of"
"Andddd"
"And I guess I want this baby more than my dumbass thought"
I told her and she smiled at me putting her gums on full display
"Okay so what are you gonna do?"
"Even though it's fuck them kids I think I wanna keep mine"
I told her and she hugged me tightly
"Okay so we don't need this pros and cons list anymore"
"No we're good"
"Alright but are you sure you wanna keep this baby because you can still go through with what you was doing,I just don't want you to keep it because you feel pressured to;but because you want to"
She told me while holding my hand and I smiled
"Thanks but I thought it through and I wanna keep the baby"
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah"
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