Blind Love; Larry Stylinson

Chapter 5

Very sad chapter! But here it is! Vote/comment please! And This is my first fanfic and I posted it like a week ago and I already have about 50 reads so thankyou!!:)

Chapter 5 

2 years later; Harry's POV 

USA tour 2016; April Miami, Florida

"Louis, would you like to join us for brunch?" I asked through a crack in his bedroom door. We don't speak much anymore, so he looked up in surprise from hearing my voice. 

"No thank you." He said and turned away to face his desk once again. He hasn't joined us for anything in quite a long time. He's grown distant.. 

Things have changed. Nothings been the same. Louis and I's little spat never patched up. Hes now angsty, lonely, clean, and very quiet. He hasn't been himself in such a long time. He hasn't smiled in over a month, and even that wasn't a real smile. This broke my heart; to see him like this. Never talking if he doesn't have to, never joining us unless its essential, and of course, avoiding me as much as possible. He had moved in with Ed and I when Eleanor refused to move out but he still refuses to move out, even though the boys know we aren't getting on well and told him it would be for the best. I don't want him to leave anyway. I never want him to leave, which is selfish because every time he sees me, I can see, even feel, how sad he is. It makes me feel so guilty. Especially since I still havent apologized... Why? Why havent I? Maybe its because I know he'll never forgive me, maybe it's because I'm scared he'll give me the meaningful slap I know I deserve. 

"Are you sure? Niall's cooking. Smells good!" I tried to cheer him up. Nothing was working. He was looking down at something in his hands, maybe a picture? I couldn't tell.  

"Yes, I'm positive." He replied, probably trying to get me to leave. So I did. I shut his door behind me. Then heard him sigh through the shut door. I walked way releasing my own sigh. I felt awful. But I had to go on. 

The next few weeks went by quickly. Shows, signings, a few interviews, press conferences nothing out of the ordinary. Florida was great, but we all longed to be back in London. To see our homes. 

Louis has been acting different this past week. Happy. It's been wonderful, to see him smile. None of those grins have been directed towards me, but at least I can see improvement. 

The boys and I are going out tonight. Liam is bringing Danielle, who he just got back together with and flew to the US to visit, and Louis claims he's bringing along someone as well. He wont give us any hint as to who it is.  

We arrived at the restaurant a fancy Italian place on the docks, so it over looks the water's edge. We were shown to our table when we walked in. The hostess had recognition in her eyes at the sight of One Direction and gave us a private table in the VIP section. We all appreciated that. We thanked her as she left. Louis wasn't here yet. I felt very impatient. I barely see him anymore. This past week he's been out, almost every night, all night. He doesn't tell me where he goes, he doesn't really tell me anything anyway, but I'm just worried. 

Liam and I were conversating with Dani, while Niall and Zayn were having a separate conversation, im sure about something small and not worth talking about. Liam and Dani were arguing about who they think Louis was bringing which just made the hair on the back of my neck stand on end. I was guessing anyway though. 

"Maybe it's Aiden!" Dani put out there, "I heard he's on tour on the east coast like you guys." Liam nodded in approval. 

"You could be right! Louis enjoys his company, and they keep in touch when we're back home." Liam informed the two of us. I agreed with them. At that moment I looked up to find the hostess leading Louis to his place at the table. A skinny girl with blond hair, wearing a short, black, skin-tight, dress was following close behind him. Louis pulled out the chair for her and she gladly took a seat and he pushed it in. She was smiling a wide grin at the manners Louis was showing. She looked very nice, and she was, with no doubt, attractive.  

Louis turned to us, "This is Vex. We've been dating for about a week." Louis was smiling down at her, his eyes glistening. Something hit me hard in the chest, right where it hurts the most. Jealousy. 

"It's nice to meet you, Vex!" Danielle said. We all greeted her. I couldn't take my eyes off her. The first thing I had thought was; if I don't get Louis, then no one can! But I know that's not the case, sadly.  

"We met online, I had tried one of the dating websites and it told me, we could be a good match. She is visiting from England as well." Louis told us all. "May she stay at the hotel with us while we're here?" He looked to us for answers. 

"Of course! Any friend of Louis' is a friend of mine. Can you cook?" Niall asked. We all laughed. Of course the Irish boy wanted more food, as always, he blushed. Everyone agreed she could stay. I stayed silent, not wanting to say something rude or uncalled for. 

The night drowned on, Louis always gushing about how great she is. She was deffinately polite, she deserved him. But I wanted him more. Even though we don't talk much, I still loved him. And love is like oxygen. I needed him. 

When we returned to hotel, Louis and Vex had both had one to many champagnes. They stumbled to Louis room making out. I knew exactly where that was going. I didn't want to think about that. I fell onto the couch and flipped on the TV. The news was talking about us being in the US, and how great our performance was last night at the arena. It bored me, so I turned it off and made myself comfortable on the couch. I wasn't planning on sleeping, I was just going to lay there, thinking. I could hear Louis and Vex in the bedroom... I held in the sobs that were begging to be let Ztout. 

I ended up drifting off to sleep anyway. Never making it to my bed.

I woke early. It was still night, the moon was shining brightly though the window above my head. Louis' room was now quiet. But I decided I couldn't take it anymore. One night of him and Vex was all I could take. I couldn't watch him love someone else. Or hear him loving someone else. I knew I would be hurting him and the boys by leaving but I had to. That was just too much. I went to the desk placed across the room and took a post-it and a pen from the drawer. I jot down something, then added '-Harry' at the bottom.

I tip toed to Louis room where I found him and Vex cuddling under the covers. Neither had clothing on... I felt a tear escape my eye. I placed the sticky note on his alarm clock, covering the numbers, knowing that would most likely be the first place he would look when he woke up. When I went to place the post-it, I saw what Louis had been looking at a few weeks ago when I had asked him to brunch. It was a picture... It was a picture of him and I that day in the town in northern Oregon. The day I messed everything up. We were in the van, curled up with each other, both sleeping in each others arms. I began to cry harder. He still kept this, after all I've done?  

I looked at him again. He looked so peaceful, happy, and alive again. It was just so sad that that wasn't my doing. 

I left the hotel, bought a ticket and boarded a plane. It was the first flight out of here. It was to Chicago in Illinois. I didn't care I just couldn't do it where they would find me. I landed around five am. I walked straight out of the airport and walked. I didn't know where I was going, nor did I care.  

I was now on a back street, not alot of cars where passing by. I had to make a choice. Could I really do this? Right now? I wasn't sure, but without hesitation I threw myself out, in front of the on coming car.  

Then, there was nothing... Blackness.

Well Thats chapter 5!! Hope you enjoyed:)