WOW!! I am soo sorry for not updating in forever! I got grounded for like ever and my parents wouldnt let me do anything! UGH!
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Now here is my update:) it's not actually a chapter. I'm gunna post one of these after every chapter hopefully;D
~Louis reading journal~ May 2016
January 11, 2014
Erm, hello.. I'm not quite sure why, but I've decided to start a journal..
So today, I did something. Something awful. And I completely thought me and Louis' friendship was over. I almost kissed him... It was the perfect moment too. I would have been so happy.. But even worse I told Louis I loved him. No. I didn't say I love him. If I had said that, he wouldn't have taken what followed so harshly.
I had said I was in love with him. Then moments later a stupid little girl was stalking us and then screamed. I was totally freaked out, so I panicked and told him I didn't love him.
I can still see the hurt in his eyes. Everytime I close my eyes, I see him tearing up, and it just breaks my heart. He didn't deserve that, and now I'm too much of a coward to apologize or tell him it was a lie that I didn't love him. Because I do love him. I'm in love with him, since the moment I saw his reflection next to mine in the bathroom. I'm not sure if I quite knew it back then, but still..
I feel awful and all I want to do is run to his room and hug him and kiss him and just be with him. Forever.
But I'm almost posotive I've ruined that chance by now. I'll be astounded if he even talks to me let alone actually makes contact. But I'm desperate. I can't live with out him.. Hes my everything. I practically revolve around him. I just hope not everything with be awful in the end.
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