Alex Høgh Andersen/ Ivar The Boneless Imagines

Imagine 3 *Ivar*

The scene in Vikings when he's alone crying and screaming about the Lost of his parents. it freaking HURTS😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

*Y/N's POV*

I walked through our village, realizing that it was going to be yet another foggy cold day.
Almost reaching home I noticed two young men walk side by side,
Automatically I knew who they were and my down gloomy mood perked up knowing that if I see them I can find Ivar.
Ivar has been my friend since we were little kids,
While everyone else teased and called him names I was the one who wanted to play with him by the creek bend.

"Ubbe! Sigurd" I replied kinda coldly towards the long blond haired one.
I've never liked Sigurd, and honestly I don't think anyone does.
He as well replied cold back to me
"Y/N".
But he didn't matter,
I turned to look at Ubbe
"Hey do you know where Ivar is?" I asked smiling super excited to find out where he is.
Ubbe went dead silent,
Sigurd only rolled his eyes folding his arms
(Ass).

"Y/N you didn't hear?" He asked.
Didn't hear?
What is that supposed to mean?
My expression was confused
"No, whats wrong?" I asked my heart already started to pound in fear.
Ubbe looked at the ground, a little hesitant to tell
"Our mother, was killed" he whispered.
My eyes went wide...
"Oh ubbe I'm so sorry" I whispered softly as I held him tightly.

This is so horrible,
I wish there was something I could do to help take the pain away.
I hope they'll be ok-
*Realizes* Ivar.

I broke the hug "Where's Ivar?" I asked determined to find him.
But before Ubbe could speak Sigurd scoff
"That pathetic cripple, what do you want with him? He's just some weakling".
I could feel my blood boil and anger fill me.
Aggressively I pushed Sigurd to the ground.

Once he hit the ground he looked up at me and quickly got up to attack but Ubbe stopped him and me before we could fight
"Enough! Sigurd we need to go,
Y/N Ivar is at the top of the hill where you can see the mountains.
Come on let's go brother" Ubbe spoke fast holding Sigurd by the arm to walk him away.
Sigurd of course looked back at me and made the 'Slit your throat' motion but I wasn't scared of him,
I can take care of myself.

But I'm wasting time when I should be finding Ivar.
I picked up my old dirty dress and ran through the village till I entered the forest.

*When there*

Out of breath from running I slowed down a bit and climbed up the hill and slowly I could see the fog disappear for I was getting higher in elevation.
The more and more I walked the higher I got till finally I was on top.
The view was always so stunning up here...
Takes my breath away...
Always...

I softly walked across the slightly wet grass looking for some sort of sign of Ivar.
"Ivar?" I would call but wouldn't get a response back.
The further I went I noticed something black sitting on a rock,
Back facing me.
And very quietly, I could hear crying.
That must be Ivar...
Slowly I got closer but his crying turned into screams towards the sky.

I almost started crying seeing him like this...
In pain...
Alone...
Screaming...
He has lost someone he had loved more then life,
And she wasn't coming back...
It sliced through me like a hot knife...
It broke my heart into a thousand pieces...
And all I want to do is be there for him and take his pain away...

I walked up to his side
"Ivar?" I asked softly and quietly.
He didn't move,
All I saw were tears running down his face.
I kneeled down and stared at him
"Ivar... I'm so sorry" I whispered.
That was all I could think of for now...
And why? I need to say more!!!
I heard a small sigh leave him "she's gone,
Forever..." He said under his breath clenching his fist and the tears just falling down his face onto his legs.
I lifted myself up so I could sit beside him on the rock

I stayed silent for a little for I knew he wanted the just listen to the cold wind blow and stew in his thoughts of losing someone he won't get back.
I sighed a little and was about to speak, but he spoke.
"Y/N I lost her...
She was the only one who
Loved me,
*Lowers his head* now I'm alone" he whispered closing his eyes letting all that pain bang against his heart.

Finally I knew what I would say,
I slowly and softly wrapped my arm around him
"That's not true...
You have your brothers,
And you have me.
I love you and so do you your-"
"No you don't, you don't..."
He interrupted pushing my arm away from him.
But I did love him,
I've loved him since I was a little girl
But he's just,
Never known.
And after I just told him I guess he doesn't believe me,
Which hurts.

I slid my hand into his,
"Ivar I do love yo-"
"Don't, please" he whispered turning to not look at me.
For being his friend since we were little kids he should believe me,
But he doesn't.
Why?

I hugged him
"Why don't you believe me?" I whispered.
He was quiet for a little bit till
"I...
I want to but I'm afraid,
It's too soon" he whispered holding back his tears.
I respected that,
He needs time to heal and when he's
Ready.

I will be waiting for him...

Me and Ivar stayed there for hours,
In the silence,
Watching nature,
Holding each other,
And just being there...
He didn't need to rush home,
All he really needed was a shoulder to cry on...
And I wasn't going to say no.

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