Alex Høgh Andersen/ Ivar The Boneless Imagines

Imagine 1 *Ivar*

*Y/N's POV*

"I don't want you to go"
"I have to go"
"Why?! Why must you HAVE to go?!" I shouted at my love called Ivar The Boneless who sat in front of me.
I heard a soft sigh leave him as he lowered his head rubbing the back of his neck and through his hair
"Why must you fight with me? You know I've been raiding before and have come back to you without a scratch, why does this one worry you most?" He asked looking up at me with his big bright blue eyes.
*Sighs* I've always hated him going raiding but I've never been able to stop him, hell I mean how can you stop someone THIS stubborn from going?

I paced back and forth, anger just rising till finally
"Ivar don't you get it?! I hate it when you go raiding! I hate it when you leave me and our daughters ALONE and worrying about your safety! I love you! WE love you! I- I mean what if something happens?
'Oh sorry your husband got killed in battle'
How do you think we're gonna FEEL?! *Growls* YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYONE BESIDE YOUR GREEDY SELF!"

But before Ivar could tell me to shut up before our kids will wake up,
They already did.
"Momma? Dad? What's going on?" A child at age 6 with long brunette hair spoke standing in the hallway rubbing her eyes softly.
Ivar and me both looked at her and he spoke
"Alva it's late, go back to bed"
"But I heard yelling, you guys aren't fighting are you?" She asked softly with that tone of voice hoping we weren't.

I sighed and looked at my hands, ashamed to admit we were, but before any words left my mouth Ivar got off his chair and crawled to Alva
"It is none of your worry my dear, come on I'll take you back to bed".
Alva slowly nodded and watched her crippled father crawl ahead of her,
Just when she was to follow she looked back at me for a few moments but finally left me alone in the dark room.

Feeling the lose of control over my husband.

*Ivar's POV*

"Go on" I motioned my daughter to climb into bed beside her 4 year old sister who was sleeping like a rock, and...
Kinda drooling.

Alva did as she was told and once she was in I helped myself up and sat beside her,
staring at her adorable baby face and blue eyes...
She took more of me then Y/N.
We have the same eyes,
Same hair,
And truth be told,
Same personalities.
Except she's a sweeter version of me.

Alva pulled some blankets up to her chin
"Daddy, are you going away again?" She asked quietly and looking like she was sad to think about it.

I nodded "Yes, but do not worry, the gods are with us *leans in and softly kisses her cheek* and I will be with you, in thought, dreams, and in your heart" I whispered moving some of her hair away from her eyes.
She rolled onto her side so she couldn't look at me
"But I don't want you to go" she mumbled very softly not even moving a muscle.

I sighed a little watching her and my sleeping second child that was beside her.
Deep down I love my children and my wife more then I love conquering and dreaming about becoming the most famous viking in the world.
But I have to do this,
To prove everyone that I am more then just some cripple that crawls around on Earth.
I am Ivar...

And no one will ever underestimate me...

slowly so that I wouldn't wake Síndri (the daughter beside Alva) I moved so that I could lay down to face her
"Alva... *Cups her cheeks* I love you, more then life,
More then anything in this world...
And I promise you
That wherever I'll go...
You will remind me to come back,
*Kisses her forehead and smiles*
My little princess" I whispered as we stared into each other's eyes.
Alva smiled a bit as well and scooted closer to me, I allowed it by opening my arms and holding her with my head gently resting on hers and my arms over and under her.

"When can I go with you?" She asked softly looking up at me a little.
For so long she's been wanting to come raiding with me and honestly I would love it,
Side by side,
Father and daughter taking over and being the best of the best,
But she's too young.
*Smiles a little* "When you are older,
And are trained" I replied with the same old answer which seems to do the trick.
She yawned a little and cuddled closer to me, as if it was her last time she'd be near me for a long time.

It's true,
Some I come home soon,
Others I come home late.
Once it went up to 11 months till I was finally ready to come back to my family but I stayed with them for a while before leaving again.
And now,
I'm being called back out...
I can feel it,
I'm getting closer and closer to my goal,
It's right there...

As I was lost in thought I didn't notice that Alva fell asleep till I looked down at her.
I knew since she was asleep that I could leave so I laid her down gently (she didn't stir) and I moved off the bed onto the floor,
Before going back to Y/N I blew a small kiss to my girls

"Sleep well princesses..."

*Y/N's POV*

After countless moments of just stillness in the dark I finally got into bed for the night.
I laid there, thinking...
Thinking about Ivar and what he wants to do...
It's scary for me,
If something happened to him I don't know how we'll go on.
It's a dangerous world out there,
Full of cruelty...
But I would do whatever it takes to protect my daughters and myself.
But also that's not just the reason why I don't want him to leave,
He's my love,
My everything,
My world,

People always considered him some insane cripple but to me he's not like that,
Yes at times there are things that he's done to have the people's fear become stronger and stronger but they don't know 'Him' like I do.
He's a good man,
A good husband and father,
And I love him with all my heart...

*Door opens and closes* "I don't want to hear anymore from you" I heard him say firmly.
I sat up to see him back on the chair getting ready for bed,
I sighed
"Ivar i-"
"What did I just say?" He asked, his eyes flashed at me with anger which kinda scared me.
But I had to tell him this,
It may just be the key to stopping him from going...

"Ivar I'm with child"

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