Klance Hanahaki AU- ROSES

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HANAHAKI IS A DISEASE WHERE WHEN YOU HAVE UNREQUITED LOVE TOWARDS SOMEONE SO YOU PUKE BLOOD AND FLOWER PETALS TILL YOU GET YOU LOSE YOUR FEELINGS FOR THE PERSON, CONFESS TO THEM, OR YOU WILL DIE OF THE FLOWERS CLOUDING UP YOUR LUNGS.

Lance was staring at the roof while lying on his bed. i love keith kogane.

wait what?! what did he just say? "i love keith kogane" he whispered to himself.

they were foreign words yet so familiar. "but what do i do?" he asked himself out loud. he decided to push it off as he heard the alarms saying the galra was attacking. he rushed and changed into his armor. he ran into his lion and started defending the castle along with the rest of his team. 

(after the battle)

Lance changed out of his armour and ran to his room. he decided to skip dinner. he had been in a funk since this morning and decided to just lay down. as he was wrapped in his blanked his mind drifted to a certain someone. KEITH. he thought of his beautiful violet eyes and raven hair. he thought of how his mullet somehow stayed good looking through the whole battle. but all of a sudden he felt like he needed to puke. but just as he leaped out of bed he felt a scratchy feeling in his throat. almost like thorns. 

NO

He ran to the bathroom and locked the door. then it all came out. He coughed out so much blood and roses it felt like he couldn't breathe. Then he looked at the floor covered in blood.......and rose petals... 

lance sunk to the floor. he sat down and cried. cried till he felt like his bod had been mercilessly squeezed of all tears. it was almost like a silent scream for help. but he didnt want help. he made his decision right there and then. he didnt want to lose his feelings for keith no matter what. losing keith from his life would kill him. keith made him happy and lit up his day even when he wasnt smiling. but....he knew that if he was rejected... he wouldnt be able to handle it no matter what.  but then what would he do? 

DIE? lance was not the type to give up easily. he thought tht he would have a full life and future and wanted to spend it with keith, enemys, friends, or even more. but there was no options left. he needed to accept that the flowers would rip his lungs and he would die. but he still wasnt calm about it. he cried. and cried. and cried. he wanted to tell someone. anyone. even keith. wait no. not keith. keith wouldnt reject him. why would keith ever like him. lance was a flirt who always messed up. lance let out one last exhale before standing up and cleaned the roses and blood on the floor. he walked into his room and looked at the walls. he let out a sob before lying on his bed.  he let his eyes close and fell asleep. but he didnt rest that night.

Hi! thanks for reading the first chapter of my book! its probably gonna be super short since im busy with school and am lazy so im prob only gonna do like 4 or 5 more chapters but ill try hard on it. sorry this chapter is super crappy and rushed but i got to go on a trip so its a bad time to start this book anyways. thanks for reading the first chapter! i prob wont update in a while but after 2 weeks ill start trying to update every friday or so. byeeee!