Missing Pieces (Tsukkiyama x Teruyama)

Tsukishima

𝙏𝙨𝙪𝙠𝙞𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙢𝙖

'You can no longer contact this number.'

Fuck it, he blocked me. "Getting bold now huh?" I scoffed before sitting on the couch. Just as I was relaxing I received a text message.

Dr. Kenta
<Mr. Kei, your appointment is tomorrow at around 11am, please be there.>

I read the message then turned off my phone. I closed my eyes and slowly drifted off to sleep.

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Today was the day for my appointment with Dr. Kenta, my therapist

I sat on the couch across him and relaxed. "You've been dealing with anxiety lately Mr. Kei" I nodded in agreement. "Is their anything you want to talk about?" I sighed before I began speaking

There's this boy who I protected and treasured so much, he was always there for me at best and worst. His name is Yamaguchi Tadashi. My best friend, I adored him so much I just never showed how I actually felt. Feelings for him started growing but I know that I won't be able to make him happy, I don't deserve someone like him. He needs someone better than me. That's when I met my girlfriend,
I loved her I really did but she obviously never loved me. She probably dated me out of pity, I know she has someone else that she loves.

Yamaguchi suddenly got close with this guy Terushima. I got jealous and mad obviously, but I don't have the right to be. I hurted yamaguchi's feelings, I called him a slut, I was homophobic towards him when I was into guys myself. I don't know what came out of me. But I regretted whatever I did. If he's happy with that guy, then i'm happy too...

I told everything to my therapist. I closed my eyes and relaxed my tense shoulders on the couch. Dr. Kenta took a deep breathe before saying some more things to help me or whatever.
(IDK WHERE THIS STORY IS GOING EHCJEIDJW)