Warmest Ending (Stand Alone Novel)

Warmest Ending

This is a work fiction, an author's imagination. Any resemblance to names, places, characters, personality, businesses, issues, events and incidents are purely coincidental.

If you can't take my used of words, kindly respect me. I'm not perfect nor smart. Please appreciate my work. I am new here.

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I am not too good in writing and grammars. So bear with me. Some of my contents consist of bad words that does not suitable to those sensitive. If you can't take it. Do not read this.

This advice if for your own good too. I love you all. That is why I'll do my very best just to come up with good at appreciable work for everyone.

Hope you will like it. Muaah!

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Warning⚠️

Some contents consists of mature scenes that does not suitable to 17 below audiences and readers. Read at your own risk.

Work © 2020 by Dyini-An🥀

SIMULA

Keeping someone you love who doesn't love you back is such a selfishness. I might not look affected but when I saw how her eyes twinkle everytime she saw Sync, I should back off 'cuz in the end I will get hurt by the truth.

Our relationship proves not all stories have their happy ending some are tragedies and sad story. And we are on the other side of it. You may be her first but doesn't mean she would be your last.

Some relationships might long but us it won't last longer. No one is at fault. No one betrayed. Our hearts cannot be taught whom to beat and whom to love. And her heart wasn't into mine.

Hindi naging akin... Kailan man... Hindi.

Ang masakit lang nasanay ako na nandiyan siya kaya kahit bumitaw hindi ko magawa. Ang hirap. Ang sakit. Ang pakawalan siya... Hindi ko alam paano ko kakayanin.

Kailangan ko siya, eh. Pero ako? Hindi ko alam kung kailangan niya ba ako...

I couldn't help but to think about the past and asking myself. Saan ako nagkulang? Saan ako nagkamali? Saan ako... Saan ako sa puso niya 'yong mga panahon na wala siya? Hindi ba 'yon naging sapat? Naging kulang ba kaya hindi ako? Hindi naging ako?

I tore my eyes off her. It breaking my heart more upon seeing her like this. My intention was to let her go easily, say my good bye, and never go back so that I couldn't see what will be her reaction.  It wasn't the scene I wanted to see. Hindi ganitong umiiyak siya sa harap ko. Lalong masakit. Lalong nagiging mahirap.

"Maniwala ka man o hindi. I love you. I truly do, Xhan. Mahal na mahal kita kaya gagawin ko ang lahat para maging masaya ka..." I licked my lower lip just not to feel broken in front of her. In fact, my heart screams in pain. "...kahit na ang sakit sakit sa 'kin."

How much I tried to be able to contain the tears to explode it makes everything gets worse. In front of the girl I love whom she doesn't love me back, the overflowing tears from my eyes are visible.

I want her to understand that I lied because I'm giving myself a single chance that one day she will love me like how she loves Sync. 'Nong nakikita at nararamdaman ko na rin naman na wala talagang pag-asa, gumawa naman ako ng paraan. Kahit na alam kong magiging mahirap sa akin.