𝕋𝕙𝕖 ℙ𝕖𝕣𝕗𝕖𝕔𝕥 ℂ𝕠𝕞𝕡𝕝𝕚𝕔𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟~ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕝𝕚𝕖 𝔾𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕖𝕤𝕡𝕚𝕖~

𝕀𝕞 𝕊𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕊𝕥𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕚𝕟𝕘

My eyes opened after they felt dark and heavy for a long time. When I looked around everything was bright. I looked to my left and saw Charlie holding Emmie in the recliner chair, they were sleeping. I then looked to my right where my dad and brothers were sitting. They were sleeping too. I decided it was best not to wake them, what's a few more hours of them not knowing I'm awake. I went back to sleep and woke up to Emmie crying. No one else was awake. I got up and out of my hospital bed and grabbed Emmie from out of Charlie's arms.

"Who's taking my Emmie?" Charlie asked. The second I picked her up she went quiet.

"Shh Char you're dreaming." I said as I got back into my hospital bed.

 Charlie jumped up, "Holy shit Brynn you're awake? How long have you been conscious?"

"Well I woke up last night and didn't want to wake you guys, So I went back to sleep.""Brynn when you just get out of a coma you're not supposed to sleep that could put you back into one."

"I'm sorry I didn't know."

"Why did you do it?"

"Uhh do what exactly?"

"Brynn you damn well know what I'm talking about please just talk to me."

"Fine. Uhm I was lonely and scared and my thoughts got to me and so did the hate comments."

"What hate comments you don't have any?"

"Yes I do Charlie I take screenshots of the hate and then I delete them off my account."

"Brynn why do you think that we hate you?"

"Wh- wha- how would you even know I think that?"

"We saw some of the papers and songs you wrote. So back to my question why do you think we all hate you?"

"Uhm I don't know that's just how my brain works and I hate it." "Charlie, can you get some food for Emmie? I believe it's time for her to eat." I said.

"Yea of course and I love you so stop thinking that I hate you."

"I love you too Char."

Charlie left the hospital to go get Emmie breakfast. I then woke up my dad and brothers.

"COLE, DYLAN, AND DAD." I screamed causing them to wake up.

"Brynn my baby you're awake I thought we were going to lose you. You have been in a coma for two weeks. I see you've missed your baby very much."

"I am so sorry I ever tried to do that. I'm really not well dad. I don't know how to get better. I'm trying dad I really am." 

"I know Bree I know. I also know you won't believe what I'm about to say but I love you and I mean it. Brynn please don't do this to us again" Jensen says. 

"I can't promise that but I do promise that I will try and get better."

"Does that mean you will talk to a therapist, take your antidepressants, anxiety medication and go to a group talk for your depression and anxiety." Cole asked.

"That's a bit excessive but if that's what it takes for me to get better and for you to believe that I will get better, then yes." I said.

Cole, Dylan, Charlie and my dad all ran over to Emmie and I. They engulfed us into a big hug to where I couldn't breathe.

"Ehm" I tried saying, patting them, hinting to them to stop the hug.

Cole pulled away and saw I couldn't breathe very well.

"Uhh guys I think you should let Brynn breathe and have some space."

My dad and Dylan pulled away from the hug and Charlie climbed into the bed with Emmie and I, then engulfing me in a less tight hug this time.