Remember or Forget?

I wonder.

That moment when your going into a place where you once knew. I was released from the agony of the hospital.

"Riley?" Called my mom.

"I'll be there" I said and she closed the door of my room. I saw the pictures of me when I was kid. Maya and I.

My room and purple walls, my bed that has a ton of pillows. My bed sheet is a soft lilac color. There was bay window on the right side of the bed. I sit there looking outside.

It's amazing to see the stars up high and the cars in the streets. As the light of the moon makes it all look more beautiful.

Out of nowhere, Maya came in the window.

"Hey"

"Why didn't you just enter the door" I question her

"I usually enter from here. It's my way"

I smile and look back at the outside, she sits next to me and joins in.

"How was I back then?"

"You... Were gullible. Hyper, sweet, caring, loving and never ashamed on being who you are. But you are also insecure on what other people think of you." She explains basically my life.

"I must have been a headache, huh?" I ask her.

"You weren't a headache"

"It will take some time to remember things, but I wish that it will take sooner. It's difficult" I explained. I sat down on my bed and felt the familiar essence of the covers.

"Don't worry, even if it takes too long. We will always be here for you. As your best friend, I will never leave you" She sat beside me.

"Really?"

"Really"

I wrap my arms around her and hugged her tightly like she was my protectiom sheild. I wonder.