Okay, Who thinks it was a good idea. Because I don't find any entertainment in this situation. Before I can reply, he lifts me in bridal style with a smirk on his face. I glare at him.
"Look blake you can't do this to me," I said to him in complete...
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• J A N E TD A N I E A L S •
Finally, it's morning again and here I am with my stupid thoughts. But I ignored them and followed the rest of the routine. I left for school and trust me nothing interesting happened at school. school is boring as usual. Just go study and came back that's how routine is.
When I finally reached home I heard a loud scattering of things. Damm mom and dad are fighting again. Seriously they just fought yesterday and again here. I shake my head in disbelief. A feeling of sadness hit me. How can they just fight and ignore their kid? I sigh and run towards my room so they can't stop me. They both are in the kitchen so it's good. I close the door and dash towards my bathroom. Instantly I fall on my knees and start sobbing silently. I am sorry but I have too much sensitive a heart. I just can't take even small things. I was sensitive since I was a kid. Maybe because I didn't care about time the kid should be. I was treated horribly and this lack of care push me into depression. I always think it was my fault but It wasn't it never was.
or It's my fault all along?
I shrug those feelings off from my head. I stood up and decided to get out before things get worse. Washing off my face with water I get up and climb out from the window. And since it was a little higher and me being clumsy I fall on my knees. I groan and look at my knees. It's bleeding. I sigh and get up brushing sand from my pants. Putting hands on the pocket I walk towards the cafe.
I don't know why but instead of going towards the cliff I want to go to the cafe.
Without giving a second thought I enter the cafe and look at the last booth where I was sitting last time. To my surprise I find that boy sitting there alone. A grin formed on my face. I made my way towards him for two reasons. First I want to annoy him as he did to me yesterday and the second reason I feel lonely so might he can cheer me up.
I sit in front of him. He didn't even look up but I heard him sigh in annoyance.
"What do you want now?" He asks without looking up.
"How do you know that it's me?" I ask him in confusion.
"Because no one dares to sit here." He said looking up and glaring at me. I grin at him.
"okay. It means you are lucky to have me." I say to him smugly.
"What I can do so you can stop pissing me off?" He asks.
"I am not pissing you off. If that's what you mean. But talk to me that's what I want." I reply.
"If I will talk to you then you will never stop." He said raising his eyebrows.
"That's true but we can be friends you know. Then it won't annoy you." I said after thinking about it a little.
"piss off." He glares at me last time and looks down at the table again.
"At least tell me your name?" I ask with hope. Of course, he didn't reply.
I roll my sleeve up and look at him with puppy dog eyes. "please." I said with the cutest tone that I can muster.
He didn't look up but instead of seeing the table, he is seeing my hands. I got confused then it hit me. I had done self-harm many times and there are few scars left on my wrist. I quickly pull away from my hands from the table and roll my sleeve back down. He had already seen it. He looks at my eyes like he is reading my soul.
"They are markings due to my feisty kitten," I said to him before he can figure me out. I don't have any kittens. Its lie. But who will tell If they are harming themselves? At least not me.
"look even your kitten finds you annoying." He smirks at me. I glare at him.
"Hahaha. you are so funny." I said in a completely sarcastic tone.
"It's not my fault that you are so annoying." He said smugly. I roll my eyes.
"You know what you don't have to talk to me," I said to him.
With that, I rest my head on the chair and gaze at somewhere else in my thoughts. Maybe everyone hates me. why? I don't know. This boy even called me annoying. My parents, even don't look at me. I hadn't eaten for two days. I had eaten but only at school then I didn't take even a bite of food. I have a very bad eating disorder. I am not fat yet I can't just leave this habit somehow. Can I just die of starvation? Maybe I can try it. If I will get much fatter then people will hate me more. My parents hate-
"Blake stones."
I quickly look up towards this unknown boy. I look at him in confusion. Did he just said his name?
"What." My voice comes deeper than I intend to speak.
"My name is blake stones." He said again still looking at me.
"Why are you telling me this now?" I ask in shock. This time he glared at me and look down again.
"Nice to meet you blake stone," I say to him.
This time he looks at me."Aren't you going to tell me yours?" He asks.
I grin." Nope."
I want to tell him but I am just messing with him. He glares at me but didn't say anything nor made rude comments.
"Janet Daniels, "I reply. He looks up and nods at me then later he starts ignoring me again.
But who cares It was little growth.
Blake stones, I will make sure you have so much fun.
