everyone has a secret

My new life

After two weeks life couldn't get any better :
Me and stiles are now the closest friends ever it's like we had grown up together ...we understand each other and we know what the other think without saying it .
Every one who see how we acted together always thought we are dating or something ...walking around holding hands is the normal for us we even do it while we are in class without the teacher noticing us .We also have to hug every time we see each other his arm is always on my shoulder while we are walking like it's the most normal thing in the word . It's like i was created to fit in his arms like they were meant to always hold me
Being with him is easy as breathing ... easy as if I am with my self .
I know it will sound cliche and stupid but it's like he is my other half or my soulmate or something it's just so beautiful when i am with him. It's like nothing bad could happen to me because he is here.It's like everybad thing that ever happen to me is earsed and placed by beautiful memories...like it never happened.
Everytime i look at him I regret that i used to curse myself for not having friends years ago because If i knew he will come i was going to wait for him for a hundrend of years...i was going to wait for him until the time of all the world ends.
Anyway ; school never seemed more amazing ...everyday we walked together until we reach one of our houses ( we spend one day in his house and the other in mine and when i got to his house he always walk me home or sometime peter came to take me but i like it more when he walks me home )
And for the first time since i started high school i don't spend my weekends locked in my house doing homework or watching old movies
I HANG OUT WITH STILES!!!
He took me to places i wished to go : he took me to watch a movie ( yeah believe it or not i had never been to cinema before ...pitful i know )
I even went shopping with him and he was more exited than i was and we eat pizza together which is OUR favourite food ( god i love the sound of "OUR" i got something in commun with another person am i dreaming or what !!)
And of course i met his mother Suzan.
she is a nice lady considering that she lost her daughter she always welcomed me at her house and she also met my mother and i guess they are becoming close friends she even invite me with my family to have dinner with her this week end .
Peter is already giving iproval for me and stiles Dating even when i swore to him that it won't happen.
I won't be lying i totally like stiles even more than i should and i know i had been around him only for two weeks and that i am not in a fairy tale but i am totally falling for him!!
But am i ready for completly trusting him ? With telling him the whole story ? To tell him my past? Sometimes i just want to tell him but hunderds of bad thoughts stop me
Will he still want to be my friend if i tell him ? Would he stop talking to me ! Would he believe me ?!
And the end of this endeless thinking ...i decided to just enjoy my time with him for now just hanging around getting to know each other . I decided to enjoy my happy time .
But i guess my happy time isn't long
Why life is always so unfair to me !! Why God hates me so much ? Because what happens next is so infair ...
A/N
I know i didn't upluad in ages ...and i know that it's not a ling chapter ...but my lap top is broken and i need to write on my phone which is so annoying :/
Anyway ...tell me what u think about the story and characters ? And what do u think will hapoen next ?
And the big question :
WHAT IS STILES SECRET ?
Plz like / comment and vote and tell me if i should keep writing ??
Love u all XoXo