everyone has a secret

An old accident & a new friend

he seems like he finds difficulty to answer my question and after five minutes he managed to say his voice so low and i could barelly hear.
the school bell had rang 10 minutes ago but actually i didn't care about school right now.I mean it's math anyway i am glad that I won't have to deal with it.
At least not on the first day of school.
Anyway stop thinking bella and focus.
when I stopped thinking I heard him saying " one day there was a party i got very drunk and i couldn't drive home so i called her_my sister_ and plead for her to come and pick me up.And because she was an amazing person she took my parents's car and start driving alone to pick her douch of a brother without complaining like she always do ...hell she was always doing my homeworks for me and when we go to school i always acted like i don't her" 
He fall on the ground while he was talking and without knowing what i am doing like my legs and body were moving by themself . I found myself sitting next to him on the ground and asked him to keep going and that i am listining .
He took a deep breath and continued in his low voice "She came to pick me and start to look for me around the house and when she finally found me i was barelly conscious so she hold me by her arms and took me to the car and because i was a stupid selfish kid and drunk i kept yelling at her to look at me or see if i have a fever and she couldn't say no to me because she FREAKING loves me so much until she couldn't see the car in front of her ...she jumped from the car and she was fine and she could walk away but she couldn't leave me so she came and drag me out of the car and you know what's the worth part is that she manage to take me out but not fast enough so she got burn in a lot of places in her body ."
"When i walk up next day i barelly had scrash or a broken arm i was completly fine and when i found my friends there i forgot to ask about her and i thought that i will see her later ..."
Now the tears filled his eyes and he started to cry but he continued anyway his voice a bit angry " when they left and i finally asked about her they said that she was in a comma and that she probably won't survive and that the burning she got couldn't be fixed or healed by a surguary or something and that before she went into the comma all what she was saying "SAVE MY BROTHER".
When i ask if i can see her they agreed and when i sat down next to her and hold her hand she wake up and she was smiling like i am the best person in the world and i was just a jerk . She said with a faint tired voice :"i was waiting for you i wanted to make sure you are fine don't cry because i will be gone i am glad that i will die because i saved my brother and i am really tired of the bulling in school and i want it to stop.I WILL NEVER FORGET THESE WORDS"
He kept crying and now i was putting my arm over his shoulder to try and make him feel better he keep going saying " i didn't have time to tell her i am sorry i didn't got time to ask her to forgive me and she was gone ...she was gone smiling holding my hand and i couldn't even cry when that happen "
When he stopped talking i was the one finding difficulties in answer what he said .
I mean I don't know anything about him but his name and he choose me to talk with me about his dead sister .
Somehow it seems like he was reading my mind because he said " don't ask why i told you because i really don't know but somehow you remind me of her and please don't say you are sorry for me because i hate it when people do that "
I seem to remember how to talk again and i answer saying" Honestly i don't know what i should do i mean i never really talked with anyone and give advise you know...but i am sure that your sister will want you to be happy and she won't ever blame you for her death."
he half smiled and dry away his tears and said " i know but it hurt i should be the one who die not HER"
i hold his hand and looked him in the eyes and told him " trust me  she is happier this way "
he told me " why are you doing this?why are you trying to make me feel better and you don't even know me ?"
i shuggered and used his words saying "i am not good at making friends and i tought i can make friends by helping you "
He now fully smiled and tell me " you are using my words "
so i held up my hand and smiled and told him "Hi I am isabella garce ...but i perfer bella ...would you become my friend ?"
he stand up smiling and said " nice to meet you and i would like to become your friend"
we stayed like this for i don't know how long holding our hands together ...looking into each other eyes and smiling .
Until the bell ring anouncing the end of the first class so we both screamed "SHIT" 
We started to run together and somehow we seem to forget to let go of our hands but i didn't mind it really .His hand feel nice and soft against my skin and somehow it make me feel save and protected . Like he is my protector .and for the first time in this school i was smiling and i was safe .
And finally after spending 10 years in this freaking school i have my first friend and he is just amazing. 
Could life be any better ??!! 
But what if he finds me boring and stopped talking to me and more important should i tell him my DARKEST BIGGEST secret like he did or should i wait or should i lie about it !!

A/N
three chapters at one day don't get used to that because it won't happen usually 
anyway enjoy the new chapter and tell me what you guys think ? :)