everyone has a secret

My friend & my family

i just stood there akwardly with stiles holding my hand while my mum and Peter just looked shocked and surprised like i had walked to the kitchen with an alien or something.
after a lifetime of waiting Peter had cleared his throat and said " Hi I am Peter ...I am Bella's older brother ...i guess you already knows that right ?? i mean i can't be her older sister or something you know??" and he started to laugh on his own joke.
I felt so akward now and what had made it worse was my mum saying " Am I dreaming or you had really brought a friend with you and not just any friend it's a handsome boy !!"
I shouted at her with annoyence "MUMM stop  please"
stiles now was laughing next to me and my brother had joined him.
The next thing I know that stiles was staying for dinner and a movie night with me and my brother.
And the plan goes that :
Me and my mum : will prepare dinner ans snaks for the movies
Peter and Stiles : will prepare the living room and the movies that we will watch after they promissed they won't make us watch scary movies and as my brother said he want to talk to him "MAN TO MAN" .
That actually made me worried  that he will scare him away by being overprotective about me . that made me not focused on what i was cooking and i almost burn the sauce.
To make myself feel better i said that i will go check on them and what a relief when i found them laughing together like they knew each other for ages.
What's happens to people when they sat with stiles ?? somehow they seemed to open up to him in five minutes.
I couldn't shut my big mouth and i just said " HEYY Peter you are not taking my first friend away from me ...He is MINE !!"
Okay did i over react ?? am i sounding like a pshco now ?? or a freak ?? 
NO I am not a freak !! i promised that i won't call myself that again 
My brother's voice bring me back to reality and said " Don't worry sis i am not intressed in hanging out with teenagers ....i just want to make sure that my sister won't be dating a freak "
My jow drop to the ground and me and stiles said in the same time " We are not DATING!!"
We all brust out laughing even Peter but then he said " I know you aren"t but wait just a couple of weeks and we will see by than ...i mean come on ...this what every friendship between a boy and a girl end up like ...am i wrong ??"
i tried not to think about my brother's words...i mean it can't be true !!
there is diffrent between being my friend and being nice or caring and DATING 
Even if i will start deny it i am still the school freak !! 
An amazing guy like stiles will never date someone like me !!
Before i got too deep in my own thought i heard someone calling my name several time "Bella"
I answered absentelly minded and before i know it we were all siting on the dinner table and after it we started watching movies.
we ended it up watching Harry Potter and for the first time i got support against my brother that for some reason find HP the worse movie ever !!
And after the movie end it was my brother's choice to watch Scream 4 but i didn't really mind the idea ...i mean Scream was a movie i can handle ...it will be better than Saw anyway.
And for the first time since my dad had left ( like i love to put it because it seemsmore easy this way ) we were 4 people around the table and i really enjoyed the fact that stiles felt so comfortable and normal with my family and how he bend in with my brother like best friend and how it felt natural to have him here with us at dinner time.
This night was the first time since my dad left that i didn't fall asleep from crying...of course the nightmares didn't stop yet but it was better .At least now Peter can sleep in his own room he don't need to watch me while i sleep.
Is it because of stiles? or because i know that now i got a friend that will help me ? maybe that's why i feel better ??
Or maybe i just want to move on with what happened ? Could I?
Would I ever be able to move on ?? Even if I wanted ?
Would I forget someday what he did to me?
Would stiles help me forget?? 
STILES 
And with me imagining his face ;and his warm smile i fall asleep smiling waiting for the next day at school to come just so i can see his smile again
A/N 
It was a litlle boring i know i will try to go a little faster with events starting with the next chapter ..but i don't think that she will tell stiles that soon her secret because for her secret is so dark and she hate to talk about it and it will took her a while to share it with someone 
Anyway you could start guessing what is her SERCRET 
But i want tell you if you are right or not in your guesses  :P 
Sorry but i am that evil :D