connection | myg

15. call

TW!! sensitive content

i felt it, again.

a blurry image

my whimpers

tears

slaps and hits

blood

chains around my hand

hands crawling throughout my body

ripping off my clothes

beads of sweat dripping down my forehead

my heartbeat

a man

that i used to love

and i opened my teary eyes.

goddamn.

i hate it here.

i needed someone, i can't be alone

i'm scared

but i have no one.

i panicked, my breaths were uneven.

i picked up my phone

and clicked a particular number

i don't know why

but i needed to call him.

"h-hello."

"is this hana?" a deep voice echoed across the phone.

"y-yoongi?" my voice cracked.

"are you okay?"

"y-yes."

"what's wro-" he spoke in a concerned tone.

"c-can we not talk a-about it?"

"fine. i didn't know what happened but i hope you're okay." he spoke.

i nodded even if he couldn't see me.

his voice, it was deep and soothing.

it made me calm.

"so i guess it's the first time i'm hearing your voice."

"yeah, me too."

"aren't you asleep yet?" he asked

"i did but- never mind. aren't you asleep?"

"nah, we're having an all nighter."

"oh cool."

it was quite for a while until he spoke.

"why did you ignore me?"

i didn't know, i didn't want to.

"i'm sorry, i shouldn't have b-but-"

"it's okay, something's wrong isn't it?"

"nothing."

"then there's definitely something. take your time darling."

darling? damn

it gave me butterflies

i liked it

i heard him chuckle. at least he took it in an easy way.

"you knew jungkook way before you knew me."

"yes i did." i said.

"he told me about you."

"yeah i know. no wonder you knew my name."

"yeah, it must be really fun being his best friend back in high school yeah? he's an outgoing guy."

"yes he indeed is, he always had my company."
i smiled, recalling every memories i've spent with jungkook.

i missed him.

"so what are y'all doing tonight?"

"we'll have a movie marathon, eat snacks and play games. it's gonna be nice and you, go to sleep, it's late."

"that's great, enjoy and yes i've to sleep."

"by the way, where's jungkook?"
i felt like speaking to him.

"ahh i forgot to mention, he isn't here. he's at his girlfriend's place."