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22. protect her

that's when it all hit me like a truck.

connecting dots

the reason why she never revealed her identity

her name

because she lost trust

in every men

she was crying the other day

and she had a panic attack today

why?

i told her about rose

i never knew she went through the same thing.

it's traumatizing

it was my fault

i should've never opened up to her

i should've understood

the pain is immaculate

the only difference is that

rose is dead

and hana is not

it's a good thing

but it's more painful

getting traumatized each day

i want to protect her

and i want her to

trust me

"i'm sorry, this must be a sensitive topic for you since it relates to rose." jungkook spoke, holding my hands tighter. i teared up.

"i felt traumatized too, seeing my only best friend getting hurt but i couldn't help her, i couldn't be by her side when she needed me. i went to canada because of my parents or else i would've held her into my arms forever."

"but everything changed. this happened two years ago. she never allowed me in her life and i knew how it felt for her, she lost trust, i was hurt too so i moved on. i wasn't the right person for her."

"i have a girlfriend now but i still care for her. she was once my everything and she still is."

"hyung, this is your chance." i glanced at him

"it's your chance to gain back her trust. she feels comfortable around you and please do not hurt her, please protect her for me." he gave me a small smile before leaving my room.

i'll protect her

for me.