SwanQueen

chapter 21- I don't need your help

I wake up in a hospital room with Emma on her phone in the chair right beside me.
"Why do I keep waking up like this" I say as I turn my head twords Emma and putting my hand in hers.

Emma chuckles and says " good, you're finally awake. How you feeling" she then tightens her grip on my hand. I feel sore and miserable."I almost lost you there" she says putting her other hand on my check and slowly caressing it

"I'm fine, head hurts like hell though" 

"I'm sorry maybe I can get the nurse to get you some medicine for it" she says pulling both hands back

" no it's ok, I can just heal myself and we can go home" as soon as I say that dr.whale walks in
"Hi Regina, i would say it's nice to see you again but I don't think that's appropriate giving the situation"

"It's not fun being here, especially when you seem to be the only doctor who works here"

"Ouch, you don't have to be so mean"

"And you don't have to treat me. I can help myself"

"Well Regina you are hurt bad. and I think you should stay here for a few days"

"I'm fine"

"No you're not, you have a deep cut in your hand and a concussion" he then clears his throat and trys to straighten his face but he has simpethy written all over it. "Mary Margaret has also told us when you two were imprisoned she heard screams and other noises coming from the room you were in, would you like to tell us what happened?" I look over at Emma and swallow. I can feel tears forming in my eyes but I try my hardest to hide them. I look back at whale and say

"No! nothing happened it must have came from another room or she must have been dreaming"

"Are you sure regina? Because how she was describing it, it sounded like rape, and if so then we need to do a rape kit"

"There's no need for that. Even if I was, he's dead and there's nothing you can do"

"Regina, if you were raped then you need to tell me so we can make sure everything's ok"

"I wasn't raped! I'm fine please leave so I can change into my clothes and leave this hell hole"

"Fine, I'll let you go but you have to take care of yourself. You are in critical condition right now"

"Thank you" he then leaves the room and shuts the door.
I get up from the bed as fast as I can and as soon as I do I feel light headed. Emma rushes over to me and wraps her arms around me. She then unwraps the bandage on my head and pleases her hand over my wound. Her hand glows and the pain from my head disappears.

She then moves her hand and pleases it on my hand and heals it to. "Thank you" "no problem my love. I don't like seeing you in pain" she then hugs me tight and I hug her back and a tear falls from my eyes. "Regina are you ok"

"Yes, and I always be when I'm with you"
"I love you"
"I love you"
She then trys to move her head over to Mine to lean in for a kiss but I quickly pull Away from the hug
"Are you sure your ok"
"Positive, could you please leave so I can change"
"What do you mean we've changed in front of each other before"
"I don't feel comfortable changing in front of you right now"
"Ok, call me when you're done so I can take us home." I nod my head and she grabs her coat then leaves the room.
Even though Emma has healed my visible wounds, Im still in so much agony from bellow my abdomen. It hurts so bad I don't even want to walk to get my clothes or sit back down. But I have to

If I take longer than 20 minutes Emma will be more concerned then she already is. I slowly and painfully make my way to a chair with my clothes in it. I pick up a black pencil skirt and a white blouse. I quickly change out of the hospital gown and into my clothes trying not to look at my body.

(29 minutes later)

I walk over to the hospital room door to let Emma in once I hear her nock. "Hey, you ready? Hen and lana are waiting in the car waiting"

"Yah" when Emma trys to grab my hand so she can walk me to the car I say "I know a faster way to the car" and I poof us to the car. I couldn't bare walking all the way to the car. And I would probably be limping, then Emma would know something was wrong.

When we get there Emma has a confused look on her face."what's wrong" I ask her "im wondering the same thing about you" she responds as she grabs the handle to her car door on the driver's side. I open the door and look down at my seat. I might hurt for me to sit down I say to myself. I could poof home? No! Emma would get suspicious of me.

I put my hand on the seat and slowly get in. When u sit down its not as bad as I thought it would be. It doesn't hurt as much as walking does. When I sit down I think henry can see the pain on my face because he asks "are you ok mom"
"I'm fine hen, thank you for asking"
"You want some food? We haven't had lunch yet" Emma asks wile she starts the car. "Lunch?" "Yah you were sleep for a wile
" I'm not really in the mood to eat, but we can stop and get you two something to eat, and I'll feed lana"
"Ok?"
"What"
"You've never turned down food before"

*7hours later*

"I'm gonna head up to bed" I say getting up from the couch and moving my eyes away from the movie playing onto Emma's.
"Really It's only 7pm?"
"Yah, Im a little sleepy"
"Ok, goodnight I love you"
" I love you to, and you to hen"
"I love you to mom, goodnight"

I poof to my room, I didn't want to walk up those stairs. I walk in my walk-in-closet and pick out some pajamas. A lace blue bra with matching panties and some silk blue shorts with a matching top.  I grab then and make my way to the bathroom for a quick shower.

I slowly undress my self then start the shower when I get in I feel stings on my pelvis, breast, and neck area from the water hitting it. I wash up step out the shower then grab the towel that was hanging beside the shower outlining. I step in front of the mirror. There are dark purple bruises on my neck that form a hand print. I can't believe Emma didn't notice them. My hair must have been covering it? Seeing the bruises makes me want to see if there are anymore I should be aware of. So I slowly unravel the towel and let it fall to the floor. I'm shocked at the image I'm seeing staring back at me through the mirror. There are bruises on my thighs so dark they look back, same on my brest  and waist. I can feel hot thick tears forming in my eyes and flashbacks flooding my mind. I quickly grab the towel off the floor and bring it back to my body covering up the temporary memories on it.

I grab my PJ's, put them on and quickly make my way to my bed.
I pull up the cover then get underneath them. I lay my head on the pillow then try hard to fall asleep and make an end to this day