Bonnie POV
Depression can Fuck you up really bad
3 fucking months have gone by of depression
I wasn't myself I started dressing back to My tom boy look wearing my dad's jacket, bagging sweatpants, basketball shorts,
I didn't care bout my hair that much or my weight Some times I eat a lot sometimes I didn't eat at all.My eyes didn't shine like they use to they became dull and dead inside
Sometimes when i'm in the bathroom I would look in the mirror and ask my self...
Why i'm still here?...Why everyone I love That care bout leave me?...
What's the point of living?...
Should I die?...
Should kill myself ?...
Thoughts going through my head Until I saw a blade I couldn't remember but All I remember was pain....cutting... and liquid dripping... Until I realize I was cutting myself My wrist, my arms, my thighs, my legs...it felt good but pain at the same time...
When I go to school no care bout me some guys would ask me To suck them off or have sex with them I would ignore them or flip them off
during lunch I didn't eat in the cafeteria because I didn't anybody starting at me so I would got to the abandon music room By myself with no one...
Huey POV
I was reading a book at the lunch table with the gang everyone was talking but I wasn't the pass 3 months been horrible Bonnie was someone I didn't think off in that way but she was When I saw the video I was Pissed off I couldn't believe she would do that The girl I fell in love with was fake
Hey guys! Jazmine said sitting next to me
Hey girl Kayla said
Hey Huey! she said to me
Hey... I said
I know you don't like eating school lunch so I brought you a candy bar she said smiling
Thanks Jazmine I said
Jazmine would latch on to me again sometimes I didn't care sometimes I would get bothered by it but Jazmine wasn't annoying like she was when we was little To be honest I enjoy her Company
But Bonnie wouldn't leave me mind I wanted her gone from me Who knew girls had this kinda affect on boys.
Wednesday afternoon 1:03
Bonnie POV
I was in Class didn't care what the teacher was saying cause I knew this shit already Until tap on my shoulder A red headed white girl smiled at me
Hi my named is Heather I'm new here! she said
Nice to meet you Heather I said coldly
Sooooo What your name? she ask
Bonnie...
Ooou that's a cute name she said
Thank you...
Class was over and Heather Followed me like a lost puppy dog She considered me to be her friend.
A friend? Honey idk what that is anymore...
But heather wasn't that bad she was always happy and didn't care what people said bout her huh wish I had that I didn't care what people said bout me but this time it got under my skin...
School was finally over and heather Exchange numbers with me when I got home no one was there except for mama I put my stuff down and went into her room were she was watching TV and I laid down next to her I put my head on her lap as she stroke my hair
Bonnie...she said
yes?...
You haven't been your self baby what's wrong? She asked
Noting wrong mama I said
yes there is because you haven't been smile like you use to and you haven't been hanging out with yours friends she said
They stop hanging out with me I said
What you mean??? she saidthen I told her I told her what's been going on for the past three months she was mad and furious about it but I did tell her about Heather and how she said I was her friend now but she was still mad about how the gang believe rumors over me
I told her to let it go because I didn't want her to get mad because of the state she in she listen to me but she did tell me that I was better than them and I can make new friends but I was afraid to make a new friends because what if the same thing happens with the gang happens to them
But she said don't let it phase me because I am strong black woman in it to fight for myself I don't need to approve of anyone else because I am my own fucking warrior
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FanfictionAges: Huey:12 Riley:10 Jazmine:11 Bonnie:12 Caesar:12 Cindy:10 Demarecus:20 Shaluia: 18 Saquon:10 In the story A new Black family Moved into Woodcreast and Has An Friendship history with the Freeman's Until Huey Meets Bonnie Davis Street She Was jus...