Boondocks. "Against our Own" DISCONTINUED STARTING OVER

Killing me

Bonnie POV
I don't know what going on with me.
I Just feel like a gave up on life. Everyone said I was asleep for 3 days.
They said I may have to stay in the hospital for bout 2 or 3 weeks cause my body was really weak.
My body was so weak I couldn't get out of bed
Every time I would eat I would throw it up
and I would go use the bathroom now when u hold your pee that causes a lot of pain in your kidneys and that can cause an Kidney affection.
The workers sometimes had to Force me to eat or go to the bathroom.
One time the nurse tried to give me food to eat with a pill to help me sleep better but my stubborn ass didn't want it and I end up fighting her and they had to put mittens on me so I won't scratch anybody.

Everyone was worried about me mainly Huey. The gang and my siblings would come visit me a lot I always appreciate it but sometimes I wanted to be alone but they did not want leave me alone
cause they were afraid what I was gonna do to my self.
"Ok here's your lunch sweetie" nurse said
"thank you" I said
she poured a canna ginger ale in a cup for me
"wait can you leave me the rest?"
"oh sure"
"by the way the doctors wants to talk to guys alone about her condition" she said to the gang and my siblings.
Huey POV
"You gonna be fine?"
"yea i'll be fine Huey" she gave me a smile.
We all went outside of Bonnie's Room to talk to the nurse and the doctor.
"Ok to her health she's getting a little better but she needs to eats she lost over 30 pounds and with not going to the bathroom she can a permit kidney infection and that can cause surgery"
"Oh my god" Shaluia said about to cry
"But she just need closure from you guys to help her move around and get her mood back up"
"I mean we could that but we all know how stubborn Bonnie is so that's gonna be a little hard" Maxine said crossing her arms
"Well that's to bad for her either she wants to leave this hospital healthy and better or she could stay here between life and death" doctor finish.
I didn't know how to feel I felt to bad for Bonnie me and the gang never seen her like this but I couldn't get that kiss put my head...
did she do on purpose? or accident?...
"anyways that's all I needed to tell you all i'd want food you can head to the cafeteria god bless" The doctor said leaving.
"Me and Demarcus are going get some drinks and see if we can call saquon" Shaluia said
Saquon went missing ever since the party he was just gone. Riley told me that Saquon had been hanging around drug dealers and there was a lot of them at the party and I think one is responsible for Bonnie's Overdoes.
"I'm go check on B" Cindy said
Cindy hasn't been doing good at all she been blaming herself for Bonnie's depression and less eating we all tried to tell her isn't her fault because it's all our faults we all stop talking o her, left her alone in the darkness all because some dump ass rumors....

"OMG BONNIE!"
I looked up to hear Cindy scream me and the gang quickly ran to Bonnie's room to see what's going on
"AHHHH!" Heather screaming bout to cry.
Bonnie was laying on her bed in a pool of blood the can of Ginger ale she broke it open and slit her wrists.
"Shit!" Cesar said running out to find the doctor and nurse.
Bonnie's POV
I didn't feel anything
All I saw was blurriness I mean I did see figures front of me but couldn't make out their faces but I felt someone pick me up and put me on their lap
I tried to connect the dots and I I found out who it was...
It was Huey...and he was crying?...
I never seen him cry before...but why is he crying?...
all I knew everything went black.
Huey POV
I don't know what's going on in Bonnie's head but when I came back in her room it looked like she really wanted to die but there's no way in hell I'm letting her leave me not a again.
So how she ended up in my lap and I was rocking back and front and I felt liquid going down my face...I was...crying....I never cry before well one time when my friend was gonna die for something he didn't do and I didn't want this girl that I love leave me cause she was the only thing that keep me happy...
Third person POV
Bonnie woke up from an 1 month coma she couldn't remember anything she couldn't remember what happen at the party,couldn't how long she was in the hospital, she couldn't even remember when she slit her wrists.
The hospital had to put extra eyes on her to make sure she wouldn't do anything Demarcus and Shaluia some had to sleep there to watch over her but Bonnie had gotten better She gained 30 pounds she started to eat more and taking better care of her body  she still didn't smile but her friend would make her smile a little they were really proud of bonnie how she gotten strong again now let's get back to the flaws Saquon finally came back but he was a mess he was high and he to go to rehab for a couple weeks and told Demarcus bout the drugs and how one of drugs friends drug bonnie technically the guy Eric was trying to have sex with bonnie but didn't work out and the reason he influence into drugs because he had no one to talk to bout their mums death that's what got him into drugs. Now on to Jazmine. Jazmine keep up her little lie to everyone she never once visit bonnie she made up another lie that her and her family went on a trip but no the girl locked herself in her house didn't know what to do ever since the gang started to be friends with bonnie. But Bonnie didn't care if Jazmine was visiting her or not she just wanted her friends and family also mums funeral had to be pushed back thanks to bonnie medical bills but tomorrow she'll be leaving.
"So are you excited your finally gonna leave this hit hole"Cindy said
All the girls were in bonnie's bed she didn't know why they were in the bed with her but she didn't care.
"Well I wouldn't say shit hole I kinda like hospitals minus the sick people and people dying in here and the food" bonnie said
"Uh hu I say here for even a week!" Maxine said
"Hey I have an idea"! heather said
"What?" they all said
"we all never took a group picture I mean we all hated each other's but we have lots in common!" heather said.
"Ya except for Maxine she the only gay one" Riley
"Riley I may be gay but at least I get more hoes then you" maxine smirk
"sorry Riley but she got point" Caesar said laughing
"Mannnn fuck y'all" Riley said pouting.
Bonnie POV
I started to laugh at Riley's pouting it did hurt while laughing though.
"Come on lest do come on guys!" heather said pulling out her phone and giving it to Bonnie.
in instant everyone started jumping onto the hospital bed they were surprised the hospital bed didn't break but everyone was laughing because they were all in different positions. I put my head between Huey legs Huey didn't care of course during the time of me in the hospital Huey would visit me every day after school after kick ball practice and we went back to our close to close together
But I miss it a lot I Miss all of them.
Cindy funny and bad ideas.
Riley saying the most stupidest of my life  shit but funny things.
Caesars Jokes and nice comforting.
Kayla Goofy attitude.
and Huey's reading with him and making me feel alive.
Maxines Gayness and kindness.
Jamals Calm and funny jokes.
Mikeys goofy ass always ready to a dare.
Heathers sweet and adorable attitude.
I love them and I will always appreciate them during life or death.  The photo👇🏽