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Things that may appear in this chapter
Y/N - Your Name
L/N - Last Name
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(Warning: Depression, suicide attempt, harsh/gory stuff.)
🐰.ꦿ Y/N Point of View
This whole place is messed up, killing? Executions? I don't even care anymore. At one point everyone I trust, care, will kill or be killed. I haven't talked to anyone since Kirumi and Ryoma's death, they are probably thinking I was up to some unpleasant things, well, they aren't wrong. Not killing someone, I've been.. killing myself.
Knock, knock!
I didn't reply, but then they rang the doorbell millions of times. I get rigged annoyed and open the door obligingly. There stood a purple-haired boy with two grape panta bottles in his hand. "Hey! y/n!" he waved with his cherish voice. "Hi." I answered briefly. "Aww don't be dry like that! Are you hidin a corpse in your dormm? I wanna seee!" he flew into my dorm. "hey!" I tried to catch up with him. "huuuh? no corpsee? how boring" he sighed annoyingly while putting one of the panta bottles on my nightstand.
I faked a smile, "Thanks."
"what do you mean? I'm not giving it to you!" "oh." once again I answered as brief as I possibly could. "Juust kidding! of course, it's yours!" he put on his weird smirk and handed it to me. I thanked him from my mind and drank it off. "why don't chu go to the dining hall y/n? everyone is waiting for you" he spits his words out again with a resentment tone. "No I'm just practically not in the mood." a shadow grew on his face. And I think he's concerned about why I'm giving depressing auras. Wait, who even would be concerned about me, haha.
🐰.ꦿ Kokichi Point of View
It's hard to admit it but I feel y/n is kind of bored of me.. no! I won't make her bored of me. But she's giving dark auras that I'm unable to understand, how unusual. I started with few jokes to make her eyes lighten up. "y/n! I love you!"
She stared at me while blushing cutely. Before I ended the fun.
"Just a joke!" her face darkened once again, now I feel much guilty, I shouldn't have said that after all.
"get out.." she said while tears forming in her eyes. "Wait y-" "get out." I trembled and slowly left the room.
All I feel after going out of the room was guilt, rather than making her feel better like Shuichi said I just made her more upset. I'm so stupid, stupid, stupid! I pinched my cheek and it hurts. I hope y/n would forgive me.
🐰.ꦿ Y/N Point of View
Why does he need to joke around like that? Not gonna lie I was happy right when he said he loves me, but that's a lie.. a lie that he always does. I'm so weak that I always fall to his lies and pranks. My faith in living just gotten less. It hurts, it just hurts. After a while since Kokichi left I sneaked outside without having anyone else noticing.
I was aiming for a kitchen knife but other than that I found a cutter laying on the table of the empty dining hall. I don't even know who could have put that there but I grabbed it with all my might.
I sprinted to my dorm until Tenko spotted me. "y/n? what were you doing when it's time to meet at the dining hall?"
she said as I ignored her. "Hey- y/n! what are you-" she saw the cutter I was holding and I rushed one more time to my dorm.
I shut the door and closed it while hearing Tenko shouting and banging on my door asking what I'm about to do with the cutter I was carrying. I made several cuts on my right hand, satisfied by each pain that streaks down my body.
Ding Dong!
It must have been Tenko, I won't open it for real. I'm honestly tired of this, cutting won't help a single bit of the depression I hid among these years.
Die, die, die!
The word always spits out on me before this killing game started. I had no reason to live until I was crushing on that one guy, Kokichi Ouma. Heh, why did I even crush on him in the first place? But now he joked about it made my heart torn apart into many small pieces. I'm probably overreacting but he's the last hope for me living, now I had no more reason to live. I aimed the cutter at my chest and released my breath. I smiled at my last moments and pushed the cutter inside of my chest, causing me to scream in pain. I can hear someone running inside, breaking the door. But everything went black after..
🐰.ꦿ Kokichi Point Of View
"AAAAAAAH! Y/N!" I heard a noise, more likely Tenko's noise. Kaito who was with me arguing is also concerned by the noise.
y/n? I made my way closer to the voice and saw y/n's door opened with tenko in it. I walked closer to the door and revealed the scene of y/n's room. Y/n was laying lifeless on the floor with a cutter on her chest. My face burst out tearing, "y/n!!" I sprinted right to her body while sobbing. I hugged her body when I noticed something, her heartbeat... it's still beating! I told everyone about it and they with their cheerful smile helped both me and her. It's all my fault why it ended up like this..
🐰.ꦿ Y/N Point of View
eugh... wait.. aren't i.. dead? thoughts coming from left and right in my brain. I opened my eyes slowly which appears a boy with purple hair, yeah Kokichi Ouma. "Y/N!" He screamed out loud, he wrapped me in his warm embrace. "k-kokichi..?" he stood looking at my eyes with tears in his eyes. I don't understand our position right now but it's not a very comfortable one. He was sitting on my lap,
"why did you do that? why would you- try to kill yourself?" he wiped his tears as another keeps coming out. Took a while for me to fully respond, "i-Uhm.. I just didn't feel like living.. Life is messed up, you know? What more is the point in living..." before I could continue my venting, a gentle kiss touched my lips. It was Kokichi, he was hugging me while kissing me with his soft lips. He let go, "Never do that again.. okay? B-because.."
"I love you, and it's true."
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I'm really into angst right now, you cant stop me! Nishishi~. But by the way, nobody has requested anything sadly so it's gonna be hard for me to come up with interesting ideas. So If you can please take your time and try to make a request! Thanks for 500 reads I appreciate it so, so much. I may not have the best storylines and votes but just a single read means so much to me. Continue reading if you want me to keep up with these Kokichi oneshots!
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