Don't Leave Me • Brightwin

Don't leave me

how about last chapter???sorry for late update sometimes I don't have a mood to writing hehhehehehehe. btw happy reading!!!!

after 3 months

Win's POV 

It's been 3 months and it's not easy for me.I need to take sleeping pills because I had a hard time to sleep. Overthinking everynight, is it really P'Bright not care about me at all??heavy storm thoughts struck my head. Feeling dizzy everytime I think about him. I still can't believe my relationship with him really over.

Gladly god send me one precious angel to make me feel calm and not anxious everytime,every second I breathe. He is so kind,handsome and polite. Love intoduce someone who is virtuous and very soft spoken. 

I don't know his attention but I feel so safe with him.I consider him as my big brother. Feel secure whenever have him around me. I will not falling for him like I did to P'Bright because P'Bright.....he is just different.

Someone who I assume as my big brother is Mew Suppasit.At first,it's really hard to open myself to him but he really wise in bringing himself closer to me. Eventually, I feel comfortable with him,he really good in give advices and propositions how to move on for the time being.

It's exciting when I know new fact about him. We even shared same birthday!! 21st February HAHAHAHAHAHAAH. Cute people born in 21st okayhh!

My emotions keep changing it's going up and down, like bipolar I guess? P'Bright effect on me is no joke. Literally feel like want to dying but thanks god P'Mew keep comfort me with his words that I still worth to live. Eventhough  I feel like there's no purpose to live anymore. He reminds me about my family,how they will be sad if I choose to end my unprecious life.

Though they not care about me at all but still they're my family. I don't want they feel bad and hurt like me. Enough I through this alone not my loved ones.They have a lot of things to manage and think. 

I had scar on my wrist. Yes, sometimes I scracthed my wrist using knife.When P'Mew saw that scar he scold me for 1 week. His actions really like a father scolded his son. My ears almost bleeding from hearing his words. So start from that time,I getting better each day.Thanks to him.

ting!

oh I got text from P'Mew

Mew: are you free?

Win: yes phi,why?

Mew:let's go to lunch together, I will pick up you

Win:ouh...sure. I'm hungry hehehehehe. Okay, I'm going to get ready now na.

Mew: okay!!see you later

In Mew's car

"What do you want  to eat huh?" this old man really huh he should decide where to eat.I really hate make decision.

"anywhere,up to you" 

" how about your favourite restaurant??it's been a long time we not have a lunch there right?"

"yeah sounds good " actually I really want to avoid that place because my memories with P'Bright keep pop up in my mind. I hate the fact we make a good memories there which I couldn't forget.

We always eat there every week, at least once. Because P' Bright said he really like to see me happy when I eat my favourite food ,I look so cute. He likes to poke my cheeks when it filled with food.