When Kevin Loves

Pity

In just a moment my world came crashing down.

All my hopes dashed to pieces, my thoughts scrambled and tears drowned my eyes.

I can't remember how I got back to my room, but I found myself there in the morning.

Birds chirping and all, I almost thought that yesterday was a Dream, if not for the fact that I was still wearing my party clothes.

I threw up, then spent the next 2 hours or so crying.
My heart feels painful, I felt dead and the pain I felt in my heart with the tears that flowed from my eyes, were the only things reminding me that I was still alive.

I spent the next few days feeling listless, I felt like a zombie.

I didn't want to move, my body felt heavy. I always started sobbing all over again.

I wanted someone, anyone to hold me but I didn't have someone.

I kept staring up at the ceiling and only when I heard pounding on my door, did clarity come back to me.

I opened the door to send whoever was there away, only to see the last person I ever wanted to see ever again.

Tricia.