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so i mite kinda a lot be a uh shity hair S I M P

bakugou pov:

"BAKUBRO!" 

I jump instinctively as Kirishima almost runs into me out of fucking nowhere he's lucky I didn't blow his ass off, shit that sounds wrong. "shity hair u fucking-"

he puts his dumb arm over my shoulder, which shuts me up. I like it, not in a gay way so shut your asses up in the fucking comments u weird fucken readers, he makes me feel, safe, I guess. ugh shit, I am kinda gay aren't i. well I say kinda but u know what I mean. I'm more of a fucking homo than that twinkle toses ayoma guy. his name is ayoma rite?... 

 I'm glad it was kirishima and his stupid, sexy mother fucken face. if it was someone else they would be dead meat by now. ...Kirishima loves meat... anyway I don't want to even look at anybody but him right now especially after my apoinment- never mind I don't want to think about it. dumb hair starts speaking "I haven't seen u in ages man, have u been!" and I realize, his words seem so far away only just brushing my ears...

"I was gon 2 days idiot," I say I razing my eyebrow "I nooo, but the school year just started man, anyway where were u"

"it was the weekend!"

"oh. but still, u weren't here yesterday tell meeeeeeeee"

I hesitate, I don't want him to know where I was, that's none's business, except... mabby I should tell him, he told me his secret, and he's cute, I can trust him, NO, I don't want him to realize how 'unmanly' I am, as he would say. plus he doesn't have to deal with my problems on top of his own. I need to help him, protect him, get him out of that place as soon as I can first. 

"uh, I was sick" I lie. "OH NO!" he replies "are u ok now? u should have told me I would have um, uh I don't know what I would have dun but u shod have sed something". that was pathetic yet somehow it still makes me feel bubbly. no fucking way I'm very saying that out loud nu uh, cringeee. the idiot has stuck his jaw out, he's pouting at me, he's a dunce and, I hate to admit it, but he's one fucking adorable dunce. wait let me rephrase that I didn't like it. he's a dunce and, I hate to admit it, but he's the cutest fucking dunce I've ever met. eh good enough. 

"I'm fine dumb ass. now get out my face!" I say trying to hide my gay ass thoughts and amusement. 

"you sure?" I look at him, he seems so worried, I don't need him to worry about me, do I? fuck now he thinks I'm week. he might not let me help him if he thinks I'm week how the fuck am I supposed to save him if he's just worrying about me, this is why I don't want to tell him about my,,, situation. ahhhh fuck it I'm helping him whether he wants me to or not, but still, I should have just said I was with family or something. ugh, I'm so fucking stupid.