suicide

letter no. ten

dear luke,

i thought therapy was supposed

to make things better.

its honestly only made 

my life worse than

it was before.

i ended up with a woman therapist

and she isnt very old.

that doesnt mean i dont like her.

she doesnt like it when

i talk about you.

the other day, i said

'luke used to like it when

i left my hair in its natural state'

i twirled my hair around my fingers

and do you know what dr.penny did?

she said 'luke should be the the least

of your worries right now dear.'

i couldnt let her disrespect you

like that, so i shot up from the couch 

and ran all the way back home.

i hate dr.penny, for having a great life

and i hate myself for being

such an idiot

and not realizing that

you were in fact, the

best fucking thing

thats ever happened to me

yours forever,

ahngie x