Loving Her

part 7

Lisa's POV

After that we just ate Dinner and talked again, For hours and hours until midnight then she left Well ofcourse I drove Jennie to her house and it was a nice Condo unit.

It's been 3 months and Me and Ruby Jane, yep I'm using her other name cause she said her full name is Jennie Ruby Jane Kim and I decided to call her Ruby Jane Because it sounds mature and utterly Atracttive. Well we've been super close like super, We mostly hang around the office just trippin and I allowed her to do whatever she wanted to do. Lol some employees already knows me cause I've been going to my employees floor way too often. at First they were all shocked and thought that I was a new employee but I showed them my Business card and they all showed respect and shit but I don't really care. I go there to see Jennie Kim and chat with her until working hours is done. She sometimes push me to the elevator so I'll go to my office and just play some games cause I keep distracting her from cleaning toilets and moping the floors cause we keep laughing when were together.

We also do sleep overs and we sleep on my bedroom hehehehehe. We even cuddle sometimes while watching TV and ofcourse talking. I swear the stories and jokes don't end when were together and when Curious Nini101 is activated, She legit asks everything and it's cute but funny at the same time.

"Nini come on, I wanna stay hereeee."Jennie's pushing me into my elevator again and some of my employees are looking but I don't give a fuck.

"No! Lili your soo bad you keep making jokes and I can't clean properly. My boss will complain soon!" She said while trying her best to push me but I didn't budge.

"Who's your boss? I'll talk to your boss!" I said trying to avoid her hands which were trying to push me in my elevator.

"Uuugghhh. I swear if you don't go up there right now, I will never ever talk to you again!" She said while lookin angrily at my eyes.

Shit that's scary. I gulped and took a deep breath. She really doesn't want me here huh. Like I gave her all the options, I can legit talk to her boss and make him or her allow her to do whatever she wants. But she still chose to work, Is cleaning toilet seats better than hanging out with me? Or maybe I'm just literaly annoying her.

"O-Okay."I said and slumped my shoulders while walking into my elevator. I didn't look at her and just pressed my Parking floor, I don't wanna stay in my Office today. I'll just stay in my house and eat and cry, Well not technically cry, Just mourn about the way she pushed me away today. Cause that hurt me.

I sighed and waited for the elevator to arrive.

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I'm at home now just eating while watching some movie and trying not to cry. It still hurts when my mind rewinds the scenarios. I was like a dog, wanting some attention from it's owner like What the fuck huhuhuhuhuhu. I acted like that infront of my employees and I'm only realizing it now! OMG! I feel so humiliated by my own self, I should've just respected her and let her do her job. But I didn't and who got humiliated??! Me!

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes.

"No Lisa! you're not gonna waste a tear." I said to myself and opened my eyes. I focused myself on the movie and tried to forget about the events earlier.

Knock Knock Knock

I heard knocks from my door. I first opened the CCTV app on my TV to see who was outside my door and I saw Bam Bam, he was waving some beers at the camera.

A smirk appeared on my lips.

"You're always in a good timing." I said and shook my head before standing up and open the door for him.

"Hey! I figured that you're in a bad mood since there's a lot of gossips about your recent activities around the company. Soo I bought some beers to cheer you up." He said with his big smile.

I spread my arms open, Asking for a hug and he stepped in and wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Thank you for always being here, Even though this is a little problem and I can deal with it myself." I said and chuckled. He patted my back and pulled away from the hug to look at me.

"As long as you have a problem, No matter how big or small. I'll show up and be by your side. You know that right?" He said and messed my hair a bit. He's always been like a big brother to me, He always know what to say in situations like this, to keep me stable and not mentally ill.

"Yeah I know." I said and took a beer from the case that he was holding and opened the cap using my ring. Lol pretty cool right? I learned that from youtube. I drank some and sat down on my sofa tapping the space beside me signaling Bam Bam to sit there.

"So, What movie are we watching tonight?" He asked as he sit beside me and opened a beer to drink.

"Uhm Idk I frogot the title, But it's Adam Sandler." I said.

"Oh that's a nice movie.... Anyway.... I've been hearing rumors about you
... going to the employees floor often for a Jennie Kim? I suppose, Her name is everywhere in the company. Like everyone's gossiping about you two." Bam bam said and I took a deep sigh.

"Welp, I guess I'm not gonna go there anymore." I said. I saw his forehead crease.

"Why?" He said while looking at me.

"Because I should respect working hours and her privacy. Like she basically pushed me out of her way earlier." I said with a straight face and sad tone.

"Lol that's because you keep hanging out with her. She has her own life you know. Her own set of friends that she for sure haven't seen since you showed up. She just wants some air to breathe." Bam said and it hit me. She does have a life of her own and no matter how much it hurts me to think that she hangs out with other people than me.... I can't really object to that.... Because she's not mine.