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  • Tie To Humanity
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    "Your hands are scarred from murder, and yet, I trust them completely." Her words ended and she stopped breathing. The red haired girl I had come to love, too late, was gone. As I took the dead spider into my arms, I heard the sound barrier break. Looking up, I saw the S.H.I.E.L.D hella-carrier prepare for landing in...

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  • What Did You Think Would Happen?
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    Natalia Romanova was one of 28 Black Widows in the Red Room, trained by the Winter Soldier. After graduating, Natalia was sent on a few missions with him, leading them both to choose something that made them feel human. They were punished for that, in different ways. Years later, Bucky Barnes admits to her that he r...

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  • A Casual Affair
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    Natasha should have known it was too much to expect her life to be normal (too many people know who she is now), but she's going to take a break from it all for a while. Live a nice quiet life being haunted by her past. Until she comes home to find a ghost with a metal arm sitting at her table, and has to face who he...

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  • The Persistence of Loss
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    He has nothing. He lets Steve take him home, meets Natasha and Sam. Everyone tries to help, but no one understands, and he cannot find the words. His memories return when he dreams and he finally finds a reason to speak. (One-shot, implied Winter/Widow).

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  • Skating Around the Truth Who I Am
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    Natasha Romanoff goes to live in Avengers Tower when everyone else does, even if that includes a certain metal-armed assassin who has shot her twice. She's less than thrilled when he starts going on missions with them, but he's an excellent partner. It's almost as though he knows what she's going to do, and she begins...

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  • Endings And New Beginnings
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    This is a sequel to Red Winter. I didn't plan on writing a sequel but here it is! Again, the events transpire in a timeline where they've restored everything after defeating Thanos and reversing the effects of the snap. This is focused on Natasha, Bucky and Steve only. I have always appreciated the dynamics of Steve a...

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  • Red Winter
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    It's been almost two years since the defeat of Thanos & the effects of the snap was successfully reversed. The world has slowly picked up the pieces & everyone worked hard to resume their lives right off where the Decimation left them hanging. Some succeeded, as easily as pressing the play button after putting a movie...

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  • Untangling a Memory
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    Bucky Barnes is finally starting to get back bits of his past with the help of Shuri, but it is jumbled and unclear. As he attempts to sort them, he struggles to put the pieces together to get his memories back and see what, if anything, was good about the life he had wiped away from him. As his dreams start reveal mo...

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  • Part 3: The Only Way I Know You Love Me Is When You Leave Me Alone
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    Natasha has been on her own for a while now, and is fine with that. Life much less complicated when she's alone. Bucky is out of cryo and working with Steve, trying to reconnect with the world and find his place in it. When the two meet again in Odessa, both will have to decide what they really want. (sequel to "Ever...

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  • The Aftermath
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    Set after Endgame, Natasha's family continue to struggle with her death. Her absence has created a gigantic hole in their lives. A look into how Natasha's closest friends deal with their individual and collective loss and how she continues to fight to keep her family together even in death.

  • Escape《Winterwidow/Buckynat》
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    She danced. It was her only escape from her past. Every time she rolled up onto the box of her pointe shoes, it seemed as if her troubles rolled off of her like raindrops rolling down a window. When she danced, she was free. What will happen when the two former Soviet assassins meet again? Will sparks fly? Or will the...

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  • Uptown Girl
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    For all you Clintasha, Buckynat and Romanogers shippers, this is a 3-in-1 book just for you! Alternate endings to choose according to your favourite ship! Clint, Steve and Bucky worked at a cafe. One day, a beautiful redhead came for a drink and that was the turning point in their mundane lives. Who would impress her...

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  • A Love Born In Hell - WinterWidow
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    After the events of Captain America: The Winter Soldier, the Avengers start looking for Steve's long lost best friend. What they don't know is that Natasha Romanoff also knew that man, maybe not being the same as how Steve knew him, but she did. And oh, how she loved him. He was supposed to be no more than her teacher...

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  • A Sorta Fairytale
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    Natasha Romanoff is a world-class spy and Avenger, but she's starting to doubt her place in the world. Tensions are high when she is called in to rescue a new teammate who got himself captured, and more so when he's made her partner on her next mission. An old friend from the Red Room has resurfaced and she'll need...

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  • Time.
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    After surviving the war that nearly destroyed the universe, Bucky and Natasha have time to get to know each other once more. Both have come a long way since their time together in Russia, developing into their own selves without the manipulations and brainwashing of their enemies. Now, the pair have the chance to rec...

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  • Remember me || WinterWidow ✔️
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    Nachdem Bucky zurück gekehrt ist, versucht Steve alles, um die Erinnerungen seines besten Freundes zurück zu bringen. Deshalb bittet er die Avengers und besonders Natasha um Hilfe. Steve weiß jedoch nichts von ihrer gemeinsamen Vergangenheit. Kann Natasha den beiden helfen Bucky Erinnerungen zurück zu bringen? Und kom...

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  • Book 2: What We Had After the Beginning
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    *This Story Has Been Discontinued* Natalia has finally gotten what's she's worked so hard for, to be the Black Widow. But it doesn't end there, now she has to train even harder to prove she deserves the title. With the help of the Winter Soldier, there's no doubt she'll succeed. But when her compromising feelings star...

  • Book 1: What We Had in the Beginning
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    Surviving, that's all Natalia's been doing ever since she was a little girl. She's been forced to kill, punished, broken, and put back together. All to make her into the perfect assassin, a Black Widow. She wants to survive, but the only way to do that is to become what they want. However, that may be difficult when s...

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