"I want to love you again, but I don't know how. Maybe I'm not like the moon. The moon is pure, an incandescent light in the midst of bitter darkness. I have never been that forgiving." WARNING: This is Book Three. If you have not read "affluenza" and "evanescence" go read them now or you will be very confused! (i pr...
When Jack's police record was getting too big for his father to keep bribing the police, a deal was cut in his behalf that sent him away to live with his aunt and start senior year somewhere else. There, he meets Jeovanni. The boy puts efforts into getting to know Jack, efforts that Jack doesn't appreciate. But when h...
"There's a word I found recently. Evanescence. It made me think of you. It made me think of us. Were we just a dream, Sebastian?" TW : Key themes of suicide and trauma. WARNING: This is Book Two. Please read "affluenza" first to avoid any spoilers. Thank you! Romano De Carlo. Confidant, friend, stranger, and Brayle...
"This story is about the boy I loved. This is about his suffering. This is about my suffering. All of it due to one thing. Affluenza." TW : Key themes of suicide. Sebastian Grey. Golden boy, trust fund baby, and Braylen Adams' mortal enemy. Braylen thought he knew Sebastian. After all, the two of them had been at war...
The Delgado siblings have had their lives turned around; with the inevitable appearance of a familiar face finally upon them and a whole new risk of danger, it appears there is only one way out. Eliminate the threat. It's easier said than done though - Santiago Delgado made his sons who they are today, he could play...
Zane Delgado had his fate sealed on the night of his 18th birthday. Abandoned by the man he barely called his father and left to look after his five younger brothers in the space of 24 hours, his life had taken a sharp turn towards rock bottom. Forced to mature even more than he had already Zane stepped up to become...
(Book One) Jake Holmes hadn't put much thought into what home meant until Connor Morgan asked him to. He had settled with an idealistic fantasy. A life in the closet, complete with the girl he could bring home to momma, a house next to his best friend, and 2.5 kids. It didn't require thought, it didn't require confron...
At first glance, nobody would be able to tell that Nathaniel Jean had a problem. Or second glance, or third, or fourth. After all, he had everything. He was a captain of his school's soccer team and one of the top players in the state. He had a big house and money to spend. He had family, he had friends, he had...
Not everyone's trust issues come from failed relationships. Sometimes, it comes from the family and friends closest to us. Griffin Miller and Parker Graham are living, breathing testaments to this truth. Somewhere on Griffins life path, between living with his perfect twin sister, fighting tooth and nail for his dads...
Many people think that the hardships faced in one's childhood can make you stronger. Elijah thinks that's complete crap. After a childhood that consisted of regular trips to the hospital, Elijah ended up with overprotective parents and an endless stream of pitying glances everywhere he went. Now, finally in his senio...
The first day Taeyong had attended Pinewood Sports Academy on a full ride scholarship, he'd come in bright-eyed with sky-high hopes and dreams. But soon, those dreams had been crushed. He'd tucked himself into the background, hidden himself in the shadows, and made himself scarce. But now that he's a senior, he's dete...
"You're so fucking annoying." Jake just shook his head at me. "And you're a self centered uptight dickhead." I glared at him. Jake laughed lightly at the insult. "You have such nice things to say about the guy that just fucked the shit out of you." - Evan and Jake hated each other. That was the one fact everyone k...
minho has an eating disorder. - "that's a bmi of 17.6", the woman announced, the worried look on her face couldn't conceal her obvious pride about minhos weight loss. "I mean, wow". minho only shakily exhaled. his stomach twisted, he was lightheaded again, but really, when wasn't he? "yeah". tw: eating disorder lee k...
After Quinn Hale, a 16- year- old boy from Queens, gets removed from his fathers care, he's put into his mothers, who he hasn't seen in 10 years. Trying to figure out how to live this new life is not easy, especially considering he's never been able to forgive her for leaving him with his dead beat father. It gets e...
❝We are never going to be family.❞ • • • Three half-siblings, living in different situations, with enough hate to kill each other. By some joke of the universe, they find themselves in the same city. Meeting again under shitty circumstances, with a lot of shitty issues, they get themselves into more trouble than they...
When Jack and his family move back to New York after fleeing the state ten years earlier, he finds a multitude of things he'd always wished for. Friends, family, love? As the years go by and past horrors resurface, Jack has to learn to lean on the people around him rather than carry all his burdens alone. Check TW'...
* C U R R E N T L Y E D I T I N G & R E W R I T I N G * BOOK 1 - THE LOMBARDI SERIES L I L Y At the tender age of twelve, Lily has never seen the world beyond the tiny window of her bedroom. She's never known love, or comfort, or care. Growing up with abusive parents and an older brother who seemingly could ca...
BOOK 2 L E O Two years have passed for Leo and his siblings and yet his heart breaking secrets remain hidden, lost in the same shadows in which they continuously neglect to realise they've left him in. Will any of them notice before it's too late? (can be read as a stand-alone, though some parts may be a little con...
╻he's not a number but you can count on him╹ ❀ jaeyong ❀ chogiwanese ━┅ ✎ this is made out of pure entertainment and a hundred percent FICTION. the characters portrayed in the book DOES NOT depict on what the idols truly are. ━┅ ✎ lower case intended (because i'm one lazy bean uwu) ━┅ ✎ i don't own...
Lee Taeyong had a g̶o̶o̶d̶ life. Until something broke. Lee Taeyong had n̶o̶b̶o̶d̶y̶ nothing left. Until Jung Jaehyun appeared. Book 1 in 𝙼𝚊𝚍𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜 duology. Translations allowed ONLY after contacting me!
the six boys were awkwardly standing in the middle of the pizzeria. "family reunion?" mark chuckled awkwardly. "h-here i'll get us a pizza and-and we can all sit down." jaemin insisted, rushing to the back room. [SEQUEL TO SEVEN AM]
How do you live, when nobody wants you to live? How do you see yourself in the mirror when what you see is what they want you to see? How do you think if you can no longer differentiate between your thoughts and their opinions? Or, Lucas starts getting a lot of hate and starts spiralling down an unhealthy cycle of sel...
{n.jm + m.le} | Soulmate AU | - a world in which you can feel the physical pain of your soulmate and Jaemin is increasingly frustrated by the fact he's always covered in bruises. ⚠️WARNING: DRUG USE, mentions of depression and self harm as well as anxiety and homophobia/homophobia slurs⚠️
jaemin didn't know why he was alive anymore. he couldn't live the way he was anymore but all jeno wanted to do was help him "jaemin, eat something please" "stop punching jaemin!" "you look pale. jaemin go rest." ↠nomin // jaeno ↠trigger warning ! mentioning anorexia, anxiety, depression, abuse
"You think they'd be interested in you if you weren't the leader?" Taeyong, leader of NCT does not always have it easy with 21 band members. Especially now that SM Management has decided to take on another new member. Lei went to the same school as Taeyong and knows him longer than anyone else. So he knows Taeyong's b...
Taeyong was hired as an informant for a mafia gang. He was sent to obtain information about the young and successful CEO, Jung Jaehyun. He approached Jaehyun under false pretenses but what will happen when he starts to fall in love with his target? Will he be able to go through with the tasks at hand or will he risk h...
TRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of self-harm, eating disorders and bullying, read at your own risk My first published fic, please vote and leave feedback! Sehun doesn't understand why they all hate him. He tries to hard to fit in, to the point where he's trying too hard. Why won't they let him live in peace? How hard will...
NCT Dream is having anything but a normal few weeks as Jaemin, Renjun, and Jisung fight with their inner demons. They rely on their team to pull them up from the darkness to help them find their way again.
[completed] "Am i this colorful?...i always thought that my color is grey," "You don't think like this. People around you made you think this way...in you, there are many colors except grey." "You're too beautiful for grey," "but grey is a color too," in which Taeyong is a hopeless university student without any goals...