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  • Underwater (kiribaku/bakushima)
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    Kirishima POV: I always feel like I am drowning. In everything. Holding my breath when things get rough, living in isolation, the muffled voice of those on the surface. But there's a different side to this. It's peaceful in the bottom of the ocean. No one can hurt me down here. It hurts, holding my breath and being s...

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  • Moving to London | Phan ❤
    147K 5.7K 22

    COMPLETE : Phil moves to England, to study at a school after a massive argument with his family.- trigger warnings; cutting, sucide references and attempts.

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  • The Super Amazing Saturn Project (phan fiction) (complete)
    117K 5K 13

    so basically if you've stumbled across this story i must warn you of suicide, self-harm, abuse, alcohol, language, and sex ;) so Phil gets assigned a new project for his astronomy class and instantly likes dan. Although his constant insecurities and troubled memories always cause him to believe that dan could never lo...

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  • If I Knew Then (Phan)
    617K 23.7K 32

    **Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each...

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  • Weird Feelings (Phan)
    411K 12K 23

    plz don't read this it's dumb and I'm embarrassed. (2016) - Dan and Phil begin to develop feelings toward eachother but not sure how to explain it. Is it a crush? Or more? And what happens when they're both called to do a segment together for a youtube convention? Will they act fine or will they remain friends? WAR...

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  • Cat and Dog- Phan
    119K 5.2K 28

    Phil is a Neko who was abandoned by his family. He is rescued by a rich pack of wolves and he was to get used to not always having to do everything for himself and for others. He falls in love with the oldest son and they become mated. Even though they are now together, they still have to face all the obstacles thrown...

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  • Psychogenic ▸▸ Kellic
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    I've always heard the theory that being in an insane asylum corrupts your brain more than the actual disease does. Never did I realize I'd live that theory.

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  • Improbable But Not Impossible (Phan...ish)
    264K 4.5K 43

    Love becomes a little more complicated for Dan Howell and Phil Lester as they battle crazy girlfriends, depression, multiple near death experiences and supernatural encounters. Just how much can these guys take before their relationship starts to crack?

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  • Darling You'll Be Okay (Kellic)
    77.4K 2.4K 57

    When young Kellin and his mom move from their native Michigan to sunny California, will the boy who is just as broken as Kellin be the love he has been searching for? Or will the love they share be less than bulletproof? *TRIGGER WARNING* This story contains/will contain moments of drug and alcohol use and abuse, self...

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  • The Sickness Is the Cure (Jalex)
    290K 8.7K 36

    If it wasn't for one faulty clasp, Jack Barakat and Alex Gaskarth would have been nothing more than another one night stand to each other. If Jack hadn't been rushing to college, they never would have met properly in the daylight. If Alex hadn’t had to get to work early, they never would have fallen for one another...

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