the broken

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

Tumblr Crush (Phan)

Dan Howell and Phil Lester hate each other. Phil always teases Dan and Dan always yells at Phil. Can Tumblr change that?

You Make Me Okay (phan)

Dan Howell is just a boy in his school; nothing more, but he's seen as less, and feels like less, until one day there's a new kid in town; Phil Lester. And what are the odds that Dan might talk to Phil? Slim. But of course, Phil ends up sitting next to Dan, starting something without knowing; an unbreakable friendship...

control ;; phan

"goddamn right, you should be scared of me" {this fan fiction contains some very triggering topics}

pastel prince ; phan

[pastel dan/punk phil] dan howell; an internet sensation, blogger and self proclaimed 'pastel prince'. phil Lester; the mastermind behind the city, technical crime-lord and overall coffee indulger. their paths never were supposed to cross, but sometimes paths are never certain. pastel prince// pastel dan + punk phil...

Bad Boys Don't Smile / phan

Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?

Speak up already - Phan

Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

11:11

"danisnotonfire via. Twitter: @AmazingPhil my 11:11 wish is for you to notice me

Ivory Keys (Phan AU)

Dan Howell is an unemployed musician looking for a job. He walks into a pub one night after a long day of job hunting and spies a piano in the corner with a "pianist needed" sign on it. He turns to the bartender to ask about the position but is stunned speechless by the beautiful person he sees.

Brown Eyes :: Phanfiction

Phil was just a regular school boy, until he came out of the closet. Nobody wanted to ever talk to him, or ever come near him. But then there was a new boy who came into town. He actually wanted to talk to Phil. Day by day, Phil couldn't help but slowly fall in love with those brown eyes.

arms // {phan}

Summary: Dan draws, Phil doesn't. Phil wears black shirts, speaks loudly, and glares at everyone. Dan wears grey jumpers, doesn't talk, and tries to stay invisible. Phil's reckless, Dan's not. This is as story about two polar opposites who mange to have a string of first times together, and maybe even a cute love...

Forgotten Flowers (A Sequel to "Do Opposites Attract?")

*SPOILERS DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVENT READ THE LAST STORY* Dan never thought he would be forgotten, but he's proved wrong. With his daughter, Dandelion starting high school, the stress of it all makes her forget all about her father. Phil also forgets about Dan at times, and although he's happy, it hurts Dan. Dan comes...

city lights ; phan

[pastel dan + punk phil] [warning that this is probably the most terrible written piece you've ever read.] dan howell, a man who wore lilac sweaters and liked coffee as much as he needed to breathe. phil lester, a man with too many tattoos and blue in his hair, with too many things that seemed dangerous about him. on...

Three Words (Pastel X Punk)

Dan wasn't like any other 16-year-old boy. He liked flowers and pink things. Big deal? Clearly it was to those around him. He was different, that was why they hated him. Phil was like most 16-year-old boys, just not like the ones at his school. Being raised in a nasty neighbourhood meant the piercings and dyed hair...

starry skies ; phan sequel

[sequel to city lights] under the starry skies, drama fills the air. murders, detectives and maybe a little christmas spirit, but the worst thing... dan howell doesn't know if he should stay in london or go back to new york city.

The Beauty and The Punk |Pastel Dan, Punk Phil

Dan Howell, the school 'nerd'. Yeah, that's the clique he has been put into. He's shy, has a passion for theatre, loves to draw, wears flower crowns, button up shirts, and pastel sweaters. The popular group bullying him constantly, pulling flowers out his flowers crowns, crumbling his drawings, physically harming him...

Do Opposites Attract? (Punk Phil/Pastel Dan AU)

Phil Lester is a tattoo artist. Dan Howell is an aspiring poet. Phil Lester has the tattoo covered arms. Dan Howell has the flower crowns. What happens when these two opposites cross paths? Do opposites really attract? Or is it just a myth? *This story mentions cancer and character death*

In Love With The Punk (PHAN)

Dan: Junior. Tattoos. Pierced. Screamo. Bands. Skinny jeans. Eyeliner. Phil: Senior. Ties. Bow ties. Glasses. Straight A's. Button up shirts. How will they fit together from hating so strong?

Keeping the Secret

Dan Howell and Phil Lester are two semi-famous British Internet Video-Bloggers who live in the same flat. Their lives aren't exactly top secret. Dan and Phil make anecdotal videos about their lives. Dan tweets constantly. Phil posts pictures on instagram from time to time. They are both constantly announcing their nex...

Shattered || Phan [COMPLETED]

shattered. ((Highest Ranking: #85 in Fanfiction)) sleepyplisetsky||2015

☆opposites attract (book one) [phan]☆

"You're just like the rest of them, you don't want to talk to me." "You're different, that's exactly why I want to talk to you." a phan story in which two boys understand that polar opposites won't always stay different forever • hi !! just to let you know, if there are triggers, ill make notice of them :) and this wa...

Relapse (Phan)

SEQUEL TO ALIVE Phil's life is in shambles. A third year university student, he lives a less-than-extraordinary life: ignoring calls from his ex-best-friend, working in a local shop, and sleeping around to forget the one thing always on his mind: Dan Howell. TW: language, sexual content, drug mentions ENTIRELY WRITTE...

A Meeting Place.

Helen feels lost without the security of her soulmate, Zach. Perhaps a trip to the in between is the only way she can feel safe again.

Missing Half of Me (PHAN)

Phan! Everyone in this world has a soul mate. Sometimes, it just takes them a while to find them.

Time | Phan AU (MAJOR grammar editing in progress)

Dan has set a date. He will wait 6 months and if his life isn't better by then he will end it. Just days after planning this he meets Phil. Things get worse at first, and Dan continues to feel worthless. Can Phil save him before its too late? Triggers: self harm, suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety, eating disord...

Sleep . Phan .

Dan is tired. So, so tired. Mentions of suicide and self harm . all cover pictures are my own

Beautiful Phan

A fanfiction about Phan - When Dan makes a rash decision to commit suicide, and fails, Phil has to rush back from his holiday to see him, and most importantly, to find out why. But with Dan withholding information as to why he did it, and Phil trying desperately to make something of his life - will they ever discover...

Skinny Love-Phan

Five days ago, Phil found his best friend bleeding to death. Triggers: attempted suicide, self harm Author note: Based off of the song Skinny Love. I prefer the Birdy version, but Bon Iver is the original artist. I suggest listening during reading. If you enjoy, become a fan, vote, and comment any ideas you have. :D