elevators

[completed] two strangers are stuck on an elevator on a rainy monday morning. confessions ensue. ; copyright © 2016

fuckboy

[completed] philgon: she can fuck you good, but i can fuck you better ; copyright © 2016

hotel ; phan

"...it's one hell of a ride once you enter and there's no going back. No exaggeration on 'hell' sonny." Dan Howell, 1979, aspiring writer. I pass the hours in a dimly lit hotel room, locked away with a number of aberrant individuals who display ominous habits.

Happy Little Phil, Take Dan Away // Phan

It all started with that kiss, that moment and that passion when Dan became lost and Phil was clueless but both in love. The story of a skinny love that slowly becomes into something more and at the same time something less. *Note* Depression, suicide, self-harm and things like this will be mentioned a few times in...

Useless (phanfiction)

"You don't always have to be brave." Phil struggles with self harm, depression and is bullied at school. The only person who knows is Dan Howell. But they aren't exactly 'friends'... God knows he could use a friend right now..... ~concept~ 1-24 ~ 2009 phan 25-40 ~ 2012 phan 40-50 ~ 2015 phan //TRIGGER WARNING//MENTIO...

love me // phan

he looks me in the eye. C O M P L E T E

Dreams (A Phanfic)

Once Phil reveals his secret affection for Dan, they become boyfriends. Though, Dan is crushed when Phil walks out of his life after the "incident". Will the boys make an effort to patch things up? Or will they depart forever? **This is a safe Phanfic, there will be no mentions of suicide, self harm, rape, etc.**

the love club

i'm sitting pretty on the throne there's nothing more i want except to be alone. + or where dan is a optimistic openly gay high school student and phil is doing everything to deny himself one simple thing. trigger warnings for • coarse language • alcohol and drug references • physical and verbal abuse • sexual sce...

Phan Fluff!

as fluffy as your favourite feather-filled pillow :)

[discontinued] Shy Boy | Phan

Dan Howell is the shy boy at camp. And Phil Lester might be developing more than a summer camp crush on him. •●•●•●•●• [cover photo found pixabay, a copyright image sharing website ] [ d.h.+p.l. ] [ phan ] [ slight shoey and kickthestickz ] !!DISCONTINUED!!

insane - phan au

phil's entirely normal. dan's entirely not.

I'm Not A Stalker 《Phan》

This is the first phanfic of my 'Stalker Series' - 1st phanfic : I'm Not A Stalker (completed) 2nd phanfic: Be My Stalker (completed) 3rd phanfic: I'm Your Stalker (completed) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dan Howell is a young teenager, he has many thoughts and many questions about the world and life. He spends every night fig...

Sinking

i was sinking, and i couldn't swim. {phan au} highest ranking - #10 in danandphil

sunshine // dan&phil

memories are like an escape. [ phan ]

Do I Love You? | Phan

Dan and Phil are two you tubers haring a flat in the centre of London. Life is as usual when Dan starts to take notice of all the hate he gets. Can Phil help him before its too late? Will Dan confess his love to Phil? *Trigger Warning*

Quiet | phan

It started with two boys and a mental ward. A blue eyed boy who couldn't sleep and saw things that didn't exist, and a brown eyed boy who heard voices in his head and had suicidal tendencies.

You're The Straw To My Berry (Phan)

Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)

Everything's An Illusion // Phan

Dan & Phil meet in a psychiatric hospital. They find both sadness and happiness in each other. Suicidal and broken, will they learn to fix each other or will they break each other even more? *** this story includes a lot of triggering features that may be upsetting to some readers, please be careful if you read ~ if y...

Deep // Phan AU

"I'm sorry..." (trigger warning)

the broken

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

Neon Lights

-DISCONTINUED- November 6, 1967 Dean Winchester is tired of relationship troubles and decides to take a walk on the beach. Caught in the middle of a family feud, Castiel Novak goes out for some air... In a world of naked trees, brisk winds, and dark skies, in an era when homosexuality was shunned upon by most, two bo...

Everything Is Ephemeral - phan

Dan Howell secretly loves Phil Lester. Phil Lester secretly loves Dan Howell. Dan Howell is bullied. Phil Lester is best friends with Dan's bully. Dan Howell wants to die. Phil Lester is too afraid to stop him.

Outcast ✧ Phan

Dan Howell has telekinesis - a power just like out of a comic book. Yet instead of protecting the universe as a brave superhero, he hides. He hides his power and himself, fearing nothing more than getting attached to somebody and dragging them down. Of course, Phil Lester, the new kid in school, just had to come waltz...

struggling➾ phan (complete)

update:: this was written about two years ago, the writing is quite bad, I apologize in advance //trigger warning// //dans pov// "do you love me phil ?" "maybe i do"

Take the monsters away | Phan (Completed)

Dan howell is starting at a new school, he is abused and raped by his own father, Phil lester is the so called emo fag, people call him that because someone told everyone he's gay, so he gets brutally beaten everyday but pretends as if nothing happens, what happens when they met? Started: August 30th Ended: January...

Fix Me |Phan AU|

©blushinghobi Dan Howell (20) has been hurt and abandoned for his whole life. Left lonely,he had absolutely nobody to talk to. He had a shitty apartment and a crappy job and really,he had nothing to look forwards to in his life. Phil Lester (24) seemed like a really bubbly and happy person. He made YouTube videos onl...

Paint It Black (Phan fic)

Dan and Phil seem to have a pretty good life. They are a couple of the most famous youtubers, the work on their own radio show, and they're best friends. Phil couldn't be any happier. But what happens when Phil finds out about the other side of Dan he hasn't met yet? WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL TENDE...

Bad Boys Don't Smile / phan

Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?