A small one-shot in which Josh and Tyler go shopping together durning the holiday season and Tyler loses Josh in the crowd of people but eventually manages to find him with his hands full of novelty cat items because Josh will be Josh. {inspired by a post I saw on tumblr}
"im sick, mentally and figuratively" "in a good way?" "theres no good way to be sick josh" "sure there is" tylers sick and he hates himself for it but maybe a boy with blue hair can change his mind (he cant)
Josh Dun has lost his best friend to tragedy. He visits Tyler's grave every Monday at 4.36 hoping, praying that Tyler is okay where he is. That his mate will give him a sign, a feeling, that he'll say anything.
as we passed the pool in the center of the motel, i studied how the raindrops made tiny splashes as they hit the turquoise water of the pool. i wondered what that looked like from under the water. what it would look like if i were actually drowning. [*WARNING: There will be triggering events and sexual content in this...
"Nobody needs you, Tyler" He'd heard this voice and these words so many time before. But maybe this time, it was right. "I know." *Self Harm Trigger Warning*
