sincerity is scary

instead of calling me out you should be pulling me in. PHAN ; stolenspace© 2019

onesie. ☤ phan au

"hi, i'm phil and i have heart cancer." ☤ © phntasia 2015 HOSPITAL SERIES BOOK ONE HIGHEST RANKING IN FANFICTION: #461

scarred • phan soulmate au

an au where if your soulmate gets hurt, you get hurt. "mind if i sit here?" "not really" "hi, i'm phil lester" "dan howell" 1st book !note that in this fanfic they're the same age! !TW for mentions of self harm!

DEADROSES | PHAN

phan // in which a boy named dan leaves flowers with every step and phil wishes he could grow a garden in his small london apartment

boy || phan

"I know we're young, but we have the kinda love that could last forever" in which Phil is selectively mute but Dan can't hear so that's okay March 19 2017 - January 30 2018 #890 in fanfiction

dead to me ↠ phan ✔

"you know the grim reaper?" --- dead ded/ adjective 1. no longer alive. "a dead body" synonyms: passed on/away, expired, departed, gone, no more. --- When someone breaks into Phil's house claiming he's 'death' and asking to move in, things get more than just a bit complicated. [ Short Chapters] [COMPLETED]

Born to Die | phan

Life is strange. Death is stranger.

insane | phan au

we all go mad. dan is mad ; so is phil will their love be too strong? or will it be too hurtful? who knows? ~ aus; insanity, depression, (potential) self harm. boyxboy one sentence fan fic.

The project ~ a phan au

(COMPLETED)Dan is the quiet boy. Who never listens in class. Doesn't talk to anybody. And is either staring down at his desk or listening to music alone. This all changed though when there's a new boy in dan's class, Phil. Phil is the boy with the warming smile. The energetic boy. The one that can talk to anyone. But...

Discovering Love // phan

Dan is a firm believer that love doesn't exist. Not in adults, and definitely not in high school. He detests silly love stories and petty relationships, posing as 'love', and nothing could possibly change his mind in that. But when new student Phil takes an intrest in Dan, he can't deny that he's interested in the boy...

The Beauty and The Punk |Pastel Dan, Punk Phil

Dan Howell, the school 'nerd'. Yeah, that's the clique he has been put into. He's shy, has a passion for theatre, loves to draw, wears flower crowns, button up shirts, and pastel sweaters. The popular group bullying him constantly, pulling flowers out his flowers crowns, crumbling his drawings, physically harming him...

Bruised (Phan) [EDITING]

[COMPLETED] [MULTI SHIPPING] Join some immature, lovesick boys who struggle to not only to love themselves but those around them. A heart wrenching story revolving around some anorexics, some bulimics, and a purger, all of whom thrive to be the skinniest in the EDU. Highest rankings #4 in Tronnor #124 in Fanfiction ❤️...

Dearest » phan

Mamihlapinatapa (n.) a look shared by two people, each wishing that the other would initiate something that they both desire but which neither wants to begin.

dear insecurities [phan-completed]

"we spend all this time waiting for tomorrow, yet it never arrives." the story of a boy who writes to his insecurities. the story of another who saves him. {phan} {lowercase intentional} {trigger warning: depression, implied self-harm/mentions of suicide}

nyctophilia | phan

{{ part two of psychedelia }} It's been two years since Dan moved out of the apartment to go to a rehabilitation centre, and in that space of time he's heard nothing from Phil. Not even a "hello." Dan's scared that Phil's moved on and forgotten about him, and since they both stopped vlogging Dan doesn't know what's ha...

distract him; phan + troyler

still i'd trade all my tomorrows for just one yesterday #33 in troyler

Give Me Some Of That Bass // phan

Playing music has always been a big part of Phil's life. From the time he was five, and banging spoons against the table, to present day; seventeen years old and apart of the upcoming Alt. Rock/Everything-In-Between band, Heinous. It's an easy life to live, he's sure. Making music with his best friends, trying to avo...

radio

where dan is a struggling music artist and phil is a cocky, successful and a sexually frustrated producer ; copyright © 2016 ; highest ranking #5

ill // phan au

"you kind of remind me of stars; you only shine at night when no one is watching." (lower case intended // trigger warning)

Psych Testing (phan)

[COMPLETED] This journal belongs to: DAN If found: Don't look inside, ever. It's mine and Doctor Linder said so.

Cake | phan

Working at a bakery has its perks, like meeting the love of your life. *im updating I promise 9/15/2020 Copyright © 2016

addicted (phan)

Meet Dan and Phil. The boys are roommates at university, Phil being the quiet one with stage freight and Dan is the loud, outgoing one. Phil prefers his books. Dan prefers his band. Phil is good in school. Dan is good at beer pong. The two are completely different and rarely communicate, so when the lead singer of Dan...

blue • phan

gimme love, gimme dreams, give me a good self esteem. - in which daniel howell is a hopeless romantic and philip lester is a slightly less public hopeless romantic. in which daniel howell is more than a little bit bubbly and philip lester is more than a little bit of an enigma. in which daniel howell is ensnared by th...

drop dead ; phan

"because as you know all too well, my dear phil, i sometimes want you to just drop dead." "ah, but you see, the feeling is mutual, howell." |serialkiller!phil x depressed!dan| |lowercase intended|

model status//phan

dan works as a model. phil shoots him.

May I Have This Dance?(Phan)

Dan is a ballroom dancer instructor, teaching at one of the most prestigious schools in all of the U.K. When a clumsy gay boy named Phil stumbles into Dan's life, things get messy. But when Phil's old boyfriends stop by, and a new baby on the way, things get ugly. VERY ugly.

Rooftop Smokers ~ Phan

"I'm not either," Phil replied, looking to Dan with a sly smile. "You still giving out $5 blowjobs?" Well, Dan guessed, he probably did go to his school. Dan rolled his eyes, "that was a rumor two years ago." Phil laughed, "so I brought $5 for nothing?"

Fix Me |Phan AU|

©blushinghobi Dan Howell (20) has been hurt and abandoned for his whole life. Left lonely,he had absolutely nobody to talk to. He had a shitty apartment and a crappy job and really,he had nothing to look forwards to in his life. Phil Lester (24) seemed like a really bubbly and happy person. He made YouTube videos onl...

stutter

"say my name, dan howell"

Back to Us ( pastelxpunk d+p )

***** previously known as Hm? ( pastel!dan + punk!phil ***** Daniel James Howell is a normal boy. Besides the fact he loves to wear the brightest colours imaginable. Philip Michael Lester is a not so normal boy. He wears dark colours and has many piercings and tattoos even at his young age. The two boys didn't even...