"I use cutting as an alternative to committing suicide. The blood reminds me I'm alive, and it's oddly comforting. It's my only escape from this hell." WARNING: triggers like self harm are a common occurrence in this particular fan fic, also there's swearing, if that...
Luke and Ashton used to be best friends. They were inseparable. High school came and they faded apart. Two weeks into their freshman year, they stopped taking altogether. Yet every single night, they texted each other "goodnight." What happens when Ashton just can't handle it anymore? warnings: swearing, depression, s...
'I can taste her lipstick, and see her laying across your chest, I can feel the distance, everytime you remember her fingertips, Maybe I should be more like her, I can taste her lipstick, It's like I'm kissing her too and she's perfect.' In which Luke knows Ashton's cheating on him with someone who's perfect. {Fin...
"It's all just a game until you say a sentence that a stranger recognizes." warnings: triggering. swearing, anxiety, suicide, self-harm, and depression. trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=51qqP1tuEXQ [[ @JeanChanty ]]
"I wish that I could be like the cool kids cause all the cool kids they seem to fit in." Ashton Irwin was bullied, suicidal, depressed and he cuts. But when new kid Luke Hemmings becomes the most popular kid in school, Ashton might just wish he was one of the cool kids (sorry if this sucks, this is the first story I e...
Ashton was troubled. Luke was innocent. Running away from problems is Ashton's specialty but what happens when all his running leads him to Luke?
Ashton Irwin; 15 years old, depressed, has social anxiety, quiet, alone, broken, Unhappy. Luke Hemmings; 17 years old, outgoing, popular, punk, funny, but Unhappy.
"Fat fat fat," Luke clawed at his body. "All I am, is fat." - Luke Hemmings is ugly. Luke Hemmings is fat. Luke Hemmings likes to puke. Luke Hemmings despised eating. Luke Hemmings is every negative comment made about him. Luke Hemmings is gay. Luke Hemmings is pretending. Luke Hemmings is damaged goods. Ashton Irw...
"So, you know me...but I don't know you?" "Pretty much." Luke is Ashton's guardian angel, and Ashton doesn't think he deserves being saved.
You should leave him, 'Cause it really makes me sick. I'm just saying, Just saying.
"I may be shorter than you, but I most certainly do not bottom." WARNING: Smut Dom!Ashton © 2014 iCheeseYou
"dont worry, ash. everything is alright. they just dont understand." (lowercase intended)
Ashton's life has turned upside down. He's fallen in love with his best friend, and his depression's started up again, but now it's even worse than ever. Ashton becomes really good at hiding his feelings, but is hiding them really a good decision?
In which Luke met a boy who always said maybe because he didn't want to tell people the ugly truth we call life. [COMPLETED]
"won't you stay alive? i'll take you on a ride, i will make you believe you are lovely" -Ash x in where ashton leaves notes to the suicidal boy and where he always stands on the bridge. {short chapters and lower case intended} underapaperluke 2015
Ashton texts Luke all the time but he never replies. Achievements: Short Story #88 Fanfiction #109
Sometimes it’s better that you don’t really have to feel anything. { copyright @stellatbhh (originally @whoanohemmo), 2014 }
Ashton can't take care of his own brother, so his parents hire a babysitter. © goldenstarkey | 2014
5 Seconds of Summer & One Direction -crossover- Multiple Ships. warnings: triggering. anorexia, self-harm, depression, bullying, swearing. Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this story. ~ "Want an oreo?" Who knew one sentence could change someone's life so much?
Ashton, the nerd. Also known as f****t, gay, stupid, fatass you name it. He thinks he's worthless. And he knows he is. He's constantly getting bullied. He has scars everywhere. And they keep getting worse. Until one day, a jock named Luke Hemmings saves his life. But will Ashton accept his friendship? WARNING: M...
a story about ashton being in a mental hospital, and luke being not so nice to him about it. (each chapter is 4 words)
Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the fa...
sequel to 'my four word hell' where luke is glad to be back at the asylum, and they throw him a curveball; ashton.
