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  • troubled (a phanfic)
    247K 7.8K 39

    Super duper cliche phanfiction about Dan and Phil in high school with lots and lots of angst, a considerable amount of fluff and a pinch of smut. Hope you enjoy c: my other stories are on my profile<33

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  • Summer Camp 3 | Phan ❤
    111K 4.6K 23

    COMPLETE

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  • The Benefits Project ; phan au
    2M 61.4K 34

    Dan Howell is a timid boy, who always does as he is told. He was once friends with Phil Lester, the 'bad influence' who soon ditches Dan for the popular group in Year 7. After five years of not talking to each other, they're partnered in a project and Phil's wants to win Dan over just like he has with most of their y...

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  • Killer (phan) (completed with a sequel out now ^.^)
    302K 15.1K 36

    HI!!!! so if you happen to read this, it means you're amazing (; so I don't think there's any trigger warning except for action, guns, weapons, and language, plus some eventual sex (if I don't be a pussy and put it off :p) ~~ Phil loves his best friend more than anything. Not only as a friend, but he has a lot of feel...

  • Summer Camp 2 | Phan (2/3)
    273K 11.5K 30

    COMPLETE: First I will state this is a sequel to Summer Camp (I'm sure you already know since that is the title). I know it's been four months, or something stupid like that, but it's time! WRITTEN 2014. (I have since gone through and attempted to improve on this).

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  • ocd | phan
    2.9K 133 2

    The first time I saw him everything in my head went quiet. - short phan one shot based on neil hilborn's poem 'ocd'

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  • The Letter That Started It All
    3.8K 201 21

    Phil writes a letter addressed to Dan before he leaves for a family reunion in Manchester. Dan stays at home and decides to clean up when he stumbles across the letter. What will happen when he reads it? Will it jeopardize their friendship or will love bloom?

  • Finding Myself (phanfiction and kickthestickz) (completed)
    71K 2.9K 12

    Dan is hopelessly in love with his best friend, PJ. He goes his life believing that everyone hates him, he's a complete fuck up who can't control himself and is a clingy cunt. When Chris and PJ come to Dan and Phil with a secret, how will they take it? ((warnings of a love square, cutting, depressed thoughts, boyxboy...

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  • Why not you? (Phanfiction) (completed)
    123K 6K 15

    Dan has a crush on his idol, Phil. He wishes he could have a chance with him. He wishes he could have a chance with anyone, except that he has a condition making it hard to control his emotions, leading to random outbursts that he gets, A LOT. So how could anyone ever fall for him? ((triggers of self harm and suicidal...

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  • Maybe it's enough - Phan (Completed)
    293K 14.6K 20

    Dan's the new kid in school, expelled from his last for threatening a teacher. Dan's family hoping this will be a new start, don't know their son's biggest secret. Will Dan have the confidence to tell his father about the way he feels? Or will he continue to be the rebellious teenager he is? Phil is completely the o...

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  • You Saved Me (AU PHAN)
    11.2K 392 23

    When Dan, a survivor of self harm and suicidal thoughts, moves to Fresh High School, he meets Phil, a depressed self harmer that needs help dealing with bullies. Read to find out how their relationship develops, and how Phil saved Dan. TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM AND ABUSE

  • Till the End of Time | Phan ❤
    83.2K 2.9K 15

    COMPLETE

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  • Summer Camp | Phan (1/3)
    602K 23.7K 29

    Dan is forced into going to a summer camp in the country side of Britain, his mother feels Dan is irresponsible, and would only be getting drunk and fucking about if he stayed at home. WRITTEN 2013. (I have since, gone through and attempted to improve on it).

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  • I thought it was over? (Killer sequel) (phan , kickthestickz, and maxigreuter)
    200K 9K 41

    here is the beautiful sequel to Killer! :D if you haven't read Killer yet, I would suggest reading it first but I guess you don't have to if you don't want to ^.^ ((warnings of definite pheels, abuse, guns, weapons, a funny Asian dude, rape, and phan fluff)) Dan and Phil have been through so much in the course of a...

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  • Dan and Phil Imagines
    1M 25.6K 55

    Imagines about Dan (danisnotonfire) and Phil (AmazingPhil), about friendship or romance.

  • letters to you (phan) (complete)
    65.7K 3.1K 27

    Philip Lester is in the military for world war three. No family, his wife died, nothing left to live for. Will his life change around by a chance meeting? (TW: suicidal thoughts)

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  • The Lion and the Llama (Phanfiction)
    143K 4.5K 19

    *TRIGGER WARNING* Dan and Phil start having feelings for each other, but after one of Dan's nightmares causing him wanting Phil to sleep with him the rest of the night, things start spiraling out of control. (Phan, self harm, swearing etc etc etc) Ok, I'm terrible at descriptions, but if you wanna know what actually h...

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  • Weird Feelings (Phan)
    411K 12K 23

    plz don't read this it's dumb and I'm embarrassed. (2016) - Dan and Phil begin to develop feelings toward eachother but not sure how to explain it. Is it a crush? Or more? And what happens when they're both called to do a segment together for a youtube convention? Will they act fine or will they remain friends? WAR...

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  • Home Alone - Phan
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    Phil's been abroad for a while, and when he comes back, he finds Dan broken. P.s. I'm Dutch, so please tell me if you find any mistakes. ~ M.E.

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  • It Wasn't Just a Drunken Night(Phan)
    43.1K 1.7K 24

    Dan and Phil have been best friends for years and Phil is the only person that can truly make Dan feel better when he's down. Phil likes Dan beyond the 'best friend status' but Dan has a girlfriend that he obviously loves very much. One night, when things go terribly wrong for Dan, a little too much drinking might end...

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  • Knight Of Wands [Phan]
    193 17 1

    Its not everyday you have your boyfriend move out and ignore all contact with anyone, but its normal for Phil. He is devastated when Dan leaves, in fact he hates him for it. Will they ever see each other again? Even if they do, can their love come back for each other?

  • Moving to London | Phan ❤
    147K 5.7K 22

    COMPLETE : Phil moves to England, to study at a school after a massive argument with his family.- trigger warnings; cutting, sucide references and attempts.

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  • Up All Night // phan
    791K 42.1K 21

    Dan Howell is an insomniac....who's scared of the dark. Only a little bit. One late night (or early morning), he decides to venture out and explore London at its quietest. He meets Phil Lester at an all-night coffee shop, and the two quickly become friends. As the friendship continues to grow, Dan has to begin facing...

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  • Paint It Black (Phan fic)
    156K 7.1K 24

    Dan and Phil seem to have a pretty good life. They are a couple of the most famous youtubers, the work on their own radio show, and they're best friends. Phil couldn't be any happier. But what happens when Phil finds out about the other side of Dan he hasn't met yet? WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL TENDE...

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  • Speak up already - Phan
    3.7M 163K 79

    Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

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  • Save Me - A Dan and Phil Love Story
    43.6K 1.2K 5

    (Warning, self-harm and violence.) Dan Howell and Phil Lester have been through a lot of bad things in their sixteen years of living, things that will scar them forever, mentally and physically. When they find each other they feel happy together, but things get worse. The thing that they want to know is.. was their re...

  • Two of a kind (phan and kickthestickz)
    2.1M 71.2K 41

    Phil doesn't have a best friend in his life. That is, until Dan turns up at his school. They become close and Phil finds out that Dan has a twin brother, but hates to talk about him. It's not until Phil comes over to Dan's house that he finds out why.

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  • My New Friend (a Phanfiction)
    141K 4.9K 16

    Dan's starting at new school. He never fit in at his old one, but when he meets a new friend, he finally starts to feel like he belings somewhere.

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  • You're The Straw To My Berry (Phan)
    5.1M 187K 53

    Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)

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