Boarding School Boyfriends

"You're lying. You do love me." "Don't be stupid, Daniel. I can't love you." "Now you're lying to yourself, too." THIS IS BASTILLE AND NOT PHAN READ THE TAGS PEOPLE

maybe

maybe he'll open his eyes and see maybe he'll open his heart and live maybe, maybe, maybe. //phan

" GONER " ! PHAN

I LOVED YOU AND YOU NEVER LOVED ME BACK.

" FAKE " ! PHAN ( ON HOLD ! )

IN WHICH A GUY NAMED OLIVER IS USING PHIL'S PICTURES AND DAN FALLS FOR HIS TRAP

" TOXIC " ! PHAN

PHILGON ; MM BABY CANT YOU SEE ; TEXTING FIC

These Words are Knives and Often Leave Scars (phan AU)

I STARTS OFF CRINGY BUT IT GETS BETTER. I PROMISE. When Phil Lester moves to a new town he's really excited to make some new friends at the local school that he is to attend. But will making friends with the suicidal boy with brown eyes and fringe be something more than he bargained for? A/N: This story contains A LOT...

Sanity Is A Sin - Phan au

IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY DEPRESSION, SELF HARM, SUICIDE AND ABUSE PLEASE DONT READ. I want y'all to be safe, healthy and happy. I'm just trying out a different style of writing, I will be writing another story like this in the near future but until then... this is all I got for ya. Chapters will be simple and only have...

speak slower please • phan

-S "i'm so sorry! i didn't mean to! oh my gosh, can i buy you another drink?" the brown-eyed man managed to mumble out. 'speak slower please', i signed. a story in which two men meet in a coffee shop and start hanging out.

Hickeys // Phan

-E started: May 5th /17 finished: ???

blades • phan

dan was depressed. he tried his very hardest to refrain from self harming, but it was just too hard, until a special someone came along. tw: self harm, depression, eating disorder. -n

Before You Leave // Phan

❝Remember that first time we hugged at the train station? I remember seeing your face light up and I hugged you for so long, I didn't want to let go because for once, I felt complete. But that was before you left.❞

psychedelia | phan

Dan has given up on ever being happy. Life has lost its meaning, and everything he seems to do causes some form of destruction, and Dan is so tired of destroying the things he used to love. He's lost so much, and he's scared of losing Phil, the only thing he can bring himself to care about. But Dan can't see past his...

Stripped [phan]

Dan loves his job. The lights, the stage, the adoring crowd. But he has a rule: No kissing or sex at work. No feelings. Phil loves his flat. He avoids clubs, parties, and social gatherings with his roommate Pj. He's quiet and reserved. Unexpected events lead Dan and Phil right to each other, and each of their lives ch...

Speak [ phan ]

" we're friends right? well, you can't really tell me otherwise anyway, which is probably why we're friends. " Or the story of an overenthusiastic boy called Phil, who has trouble shutting up, and a reluctantly mute boy called Dan, who's life is falling apart, and how they both come to realise that sometimes - actions...

Just Straight Friends? || Dan and Phil

Dan and Phil have been friends forever now and have always been close. Close to the point where everyone, including their family's, are suspicious about them, but they are both straight. They claimed it many times that they both like girls and truly believe it, but they both also struggled when it came to girls. They...

In Your Dreams // phan

Dan Howell never wanted dreams. Because dreams meant he met his soulmate, and meeting his soulmate meant dooming them to a terrible life of memories about his anxiety-ridden past. But when he literally bumps into the boy he was supposed to be perfect for, he may realise he's willing to put his fears behind him and let...

elevators

[completed] two strangers are stuck on an elevator on a rainy monday morning. confessions ensue. ; copyright © 2016

best man//phan

dan is the best man at phil's wedding ; copyright © 2016

paper thin (phan)

*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

THE MANGO FIC

Idk? Dan mentioned it?? I did it??? Have fun?

dear insecurities [phan-completed]

"we spend all this time waiting for tomorrow, yet it never arrives." the story of a boy who writes to his insecurities. the story of another who saves him. {phan} {lowercase intentional} {trigger warning: depression, implied self-harm/mentions of suicide}

" THE QUIET " ! PHAN

[ SEQUEL TO NUDES ] ANYTHING HURTS LESS THAN THE QUIET ;;; IN WHICH DAN AND PHIL HAVENT TALKED IN AWHILE [STARTED ; JAN. 23, 2017] [ENDED ; OCT. 1, 2017 ]

" NUDES " ! PHAN

@PLANTBOYLESTER - HEY NUDES? @SPACEBOYHOWELL - WHAT IS A NUDE? ;;; [started; nov. 14, 2016] [ended; dec. 19, 2016]

Bite // Phan AU [ discontinued ]

"You saved my life how can I repay you"Phil asked. "Well I'll make a deal with you" "I'll protect you and give you everything you want in exchange for one thing" "What's that?" "Sex"

Drown // phan au [ Completed ]

{ the sting of these cuts don't hurt as much as your words }

Voice Cracks // phan au

{ Music speaks what cannot be expressed soothes the mind and gives it a rest }

Numb // phan au [ Completed ]

{ She may be the one for you, but your not the one for her}

Asexual Howell (Phan AU)

Dan has a partner when he finds out he's asexual. He's always felt not normal towards sex and is shocked when he finds out why, he feels like he will never be normal again. He confides in his girlfriend Paige who seems to take it fine, but it causes a lot of hassle in the relationship. Soon Dan is becoming more and...

A Royal Pain

Dan Howell is a prince. Unlike most, known for their benevolent behaviors and elegant manners, he's known for his sullen mood and vituperative remarks. After all, being a prince is not much fun; not with the lack of friends and the abundance of dumb tasks, such as trying to find the perfect bride and hosting dinners w...

Misfit (Phan AU)

Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts...