talk me down ;; phan

in which two heart broken boys meet in unfortunate circumstances lowercase intended short story [2016]

Untitled Playlist //Phan AU

oh love and liquor make us do things we never thought we would. (depression, alcohol abuse)

Sleep . Phan .

Dan is tired. So, so tired. Mentions of suicide and self harm . all cover pictures are my own

In Time

Life is in the palm of your hands Well, wrists actually. Troye and Connor live in a world where money doesn't exist, there's only a timer on your wrist counting up to the day you die. That's what you use instead of money, you can trade, pay, give, but that only starts when you turn the age of 21, Connor is already 23...

the world in his eyes | phan

"Love was the strongest emotion of Phil and the one to be the most beautiful in his eyes. Seeing this marvel turn into something so uncomfortable was horrible to experience. But he was happy, wasn't he?" In which Dan suddenly notices how Phil starts changing. Trying to catch his best friend from falling turns out to b...

psychedelia | phan

Dan has given up on ever being happy. Life has lost its meaning, and everything he seems to do causes some form of destruction, and Dan is so tired of destroying the things he used to love. He's lost so much, and he's scared of losing Phil, the only thing he can bring himself to care about. But Dan can't see past his...

pills ✧ tronnor

When Troye is admitted to a psychiatric ward following a suicide attempt, the only thing he wants is to get discharged as soon as possible. The last thing he expects to find is a friend, let alone anything more. If there's one thing he learns, it's to never judge a book by it's cover. And to never take life too seriou...

If I Knew Then (Phan)

**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each...

THUNDER // phan

he repeats the process; C O M P L E T E tw ; self-harm, suicide, depression, major character death you can not read this story AT ALL if you get triggered by those topics

Savior ↛ Phan

"Why are you always so sad and gloomy?" "What's so wrong with being sad?" "Everything."

moods / phan

in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phi...

Misfit (Phan AU)

Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts...

Bad Boys Don't Smile / phan

Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?

B R E A T H E

give me a moment, and you'll see i'm the only one that's learning to breathe warning/ self-harm/self-harm attempts

He Speaks Suicide (Phan AU)

TRIGGER WARNING: If self harm, blood, abuse, suicide, etc disturb you, then maybe this isn't the fic for you. I have plenty of others if you don't like the subject of this one. Do you ever just want to be a raindrop? Falling and falling until you hit the ground and that's when it all ends. **This fanfic will contain...