"the world isn't just black and white, you know." the year is 1994. philip lester has been brought up with the most religious of ideals, in a highly christian household. he attends church every sunday, says grace at the dinner table nightly, prays as often as possible, and wouldn't ever dream of disobeying his parents...
not mine!!!!!!! creds go to SoloChaos on archive of our own just another copy of the forest fic make sure you have tissues
"he looked up, and fell in love all over again with the idea of a happy ending." [in which dan howell misses phil lester, and he just wants him back] + lowercase intentional inspired by "all of the stars" by ed sheeran trigger warnings: character death, self harm, suicide
One-shot book, mainly fluff, but angsty too. Mostly older works, but a few newer ones at the end.
[COMPLETED] when dan buys cigarettes to a store who has a cute shop assistant
Mike doesn't know how to deal with his new feelings for Will. He can't figure out who he likes: Will or Eleven. He tries to approach the situation with Will being gay and he tries to do the "right thing", but many things could happen from this. Many things go down between Will and Eleven, and some repeats of tragic e...
"Reason number one not to fall in love with Phil Lester, he speaks in colors." ~ Dan Howell is in his last year of high school when, thanks to a bet, he is forced to prove to his friend how easy it is to not fall in love with somebody who cares for the stars more than he cares for himself. Who's crazy plans always see...
Phil was just a regular school boy, until he came out of the closet. Nobody wanted to ever talk to him, or ever come near him. But then there was a new boy who came into town. He actually wanted to talk to Phil. Day by day, Phil couldn't help but slowly fall in love with those brown eyes.
"Promise me that you'll always love me, josh." He hooked his pinky with mine and smiled, "I pinky promise." (lowercase intended)
josh is tyler's assistant. tyler is married, but he doesn't see that stopping him from getting what he wants. highest rank ✩#2 on joshler tag✩ ©agonyteen
[completed] philgon: she can fuck you good, but i can fuck you better ; copyright © 2016
I'm sorry... please forgive me.... . . / Phil's POV / WARNINGS: Angst, minor mention of self-harm, depression, etc. (( Copyright © 2016. silhouette-boy ))
Dear Dan, I thought I should start writing letters to you. I know it's cheesy, but I've always been accused of being a hopeless romantic. I guess people are right - love drives you crazy. - Phil © 2015 -oceanrising
in which phil wants to sell some cds and gets chatting to a willing buyer. i'm aware that a thousand message based phanfictions exist already but i wanted to try my hand at writing one. the cover was made by the amazing @hovvell !
dan put up walls that phil had already climbed over. © 2016 -oceanrising
"we spend all this time waiting for tomorrow, yet it never arrives." the story of a boy who writes to his insecurities. the story of another who saves him. {phan} {lowercase intentional} {trigger warning: depression, implied self-harm/mentions of suicide}
You asked me if I was okay. I said yes. Why did I say yes, Dan?
I WROTE THIS A YEAR AGO; APOLOGIES FOR THE SHITTY WRITING AND THE CRINGE i know where you stand silent in the trees and that's where i am silent in the trees why won't you speak where i happen to be silent in the trees standing cowardly
> phan phillester: u want money danielhowell: do i look like a fucking prostitute??? danielhowell: how much credit to dnptexts on twitter
" Phil Lester is on the edge of suicide. " or in which Dan can see everyone's deepest secret simply by looking at them.
in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phi...
he said "please don't go away" i said "it's too late" - [in which phil leaves dan with thousands of unsaid words and 100 letters]
"I know we're young, but we have the kinda love that could last forever" in which Phil is selectively mute but Dan can't hear so that's okay March 19 2017 - January 30 2018 #890 in fanfiction
