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  • pretend (phan)
    282K 19.7K 22

    Dan Howell was the typical spoiled, rich boy with butlers driving him to operas and maids making him nachos for breakfast. Phil Lester, however, was the opposite. Barely any money and deadbeat parents, he lives in a bad neighborhood in a gross apartment with cat hair covering the carpet and an odd roommate. And then...

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  • Rumor Mill - Phil
    29.7K 941 12

    Constantly bullied for being gay, Phil has no one, until misunderstood bad boy Dan befriends him and they start an unlikely relationship that everyone considers doomed.

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  • Reply plz
    227K 20.4K 97

    A mixture of conversations between Dan and Phil by texts. Enjoy.

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  • Take me to church (Book 1)
    804K 46.2K 61

    A boy raised around religion and the discounts for sin, Phil Lester is definitely not one to go around looking for trouble. With his father being the vicar of their local church, Phil has a lot to live up to and has to keep his reputation high if he's to be accepted. He doesn't do parties or drinking; the thought of...

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  • Homeless ~ Phan // INCOMPLETE
    6K 379 8

    Dan Howell has been homeless for three years now. He thinks that he will be alone forever until Phil Lester comes along. They make fast friends. Feelings arise between them quickly and they don't know if they should tell the other person. They don't know if each other likes guys or not. When they finally come to a res...

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  • arms // {phan}
    892K 35.3K 18

    Summary: Dan draws, Phil doesn't. Phil wears black shirts, speaks loudly, and glares at everyone. Dan wears grey jumpers, doesn't talk, and tries to stay invisible. Phil's reckless, Dan's not. This is as story about two polar opposites who mange to have a string of first times together, and maybe even a cute love...

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  • It Wasn't Just a Drunken Night(Phan)
    43.1K 1.7K 24

    Dan and Phil have been best friends for years and Phil is the only person that can truly make Dan feel better when he's down. Phil likes Dan beyond the 'best friend status' but Dan has a girlfriend that he obviously loves very much. One night, when things go terribly wrong for Dan, a little too much drinking might end...

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  • It's not just you - Phan (completed)
    192K 9.2K 25

    Phil is in love with his best friend Dan, whom is dating a girl named Becca. After 6 months, Phil can't take it anymore, sending him over the edge. After Dan finds him on the roof, about to jump, how will Phil cope keeping his real reason away from Dan? This was originally just a one-shot from my book of them, howeve...

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  • The Way He Looks
    17.9K 972 23

    Dan is a teenage boy whose only friend is his best friend, PJ. Dan never gets to experience the things the other kids get to experience. Dan never drank, Dan never traveled, Dan never even kissed someone. Dan couldn't do any of these things because of his disability. It wasn't his fault that he was blind though. So, i...

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  • Unlikely Savior
    102K 4.7K 33

    Phil Lester and Dan Howell always hated each other from the moment Dan first laid eyes on Phil. The two were on completely different sides of the social scale making it only natural for Dan to hate Phil. Phil didn't want to hate Dan but with every taunt or push from him, Phil's hate grew stronger. When Dan gets chosen...

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  • It's Actually Kind of Funny(Phan)
    115K 5.1K 20

    15 year old Daniel Howell has terrible friends, a huge crush on his best friend's boyfriend, tons of pressure from school and his parents, and to sum it all up he also has chronic depression. While planning on ending his life, he accidentally enters himself to a psychiatric hospital. During his stay at The Priory Hosp...

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  • Moving to London | Phan ❤
    147K 5.7K 22

    COMPLETE : Phil moves to England, to study at a school after a massive argument with his family.- trigger warnings; cutting, sucide references and attempts.

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  • The Super Amazing Saturn Project (phan fiction) (complete)
    117K 5K 13

    so basically if you've stumbled across this story i must warn you of suicide, self-harm, abuse, alcohol, language, and sex ;) so Phil gets assigned a new project for his astronomy class and instantly likes dan. Although his constant insecurities and troubled memories always cause him to believe that dan could never lo...

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  • Undisclosed Desires (Phan) *ON HOLD*
    31K 1.2K 42

    Dan and Phil have been communicating through the internet ever since Dan discovered Phil through YouTube. Once they finally get a chance to meet in person, they soon begin to experience feelings for each other that neither of them can identify as anything but love. Will their unexplained emotions get in the way of the...

  • Exchanging Feelings (Phan)
    312K 8.3K 30

    Phil is an exchange student and Dan happens to be his host brother. GENRE: Fluff/Angst. there is smut but you shouldn't read if that's all you want. WARNINGS: Drug/Alcohol Usage, Swearing, Depression and mentions of suicide (cutting, suicide attempt), Death of family members, Childhood traumas, Car accidents, Boyxbo...

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  • The Benefits Project ; phan au
    2M 61.4K 34

    Dan Howell is a timid boy, who always does as he is told. He was once friends with Phil Lester, the 'bad influence' who soon ditches Dan for the popular group in Year 7. After five years of not talking to each other, they're partnered in a project and Phil's wants to win Dan over just like he has with most of their y...

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  • Never Told A Lie (Phan fiction)
    1.2M 45.2K 31

    Dan is the popular guy who can have anyone he wants. His friend Chris isn’t so sure about that though and makes a bet with him: By the end of term Dan has to make Phil Lester fall in love with him. A/N: There's no selfharm, no depression, no eating disorders, no character deaths, no bullying, no getting beaten up...

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  • Brotherly love (phan)
    2.8M 65.1K 36

    Phil is an orphan, bullied, and living alone with no friends in a home. He does his best not to let that fact that no one seems to care about him get to him, but it's getting harder. Then a nice couple start to take interest in him, and it turns out they have a son his age, Daniel, but the love they begin to share isn...

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  • Find Me Again // phan
    527K 28K 17

    Sequel to Discovering Love! Dan is only just now aware of the fact that he loves Phil Lester, but at the wrong moment, because Phil hates him. He makes that very clear, in the way he successfully ignores Dan. But Dan is desperate, because the longer he and Phil are separated, the more his heart is breaking, and pretty...

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  • Jealousy(A Phanfiction)
    85.5K 3.2K 10

    Dan likes Phil. Dan thinks Phil is straight so is sent into a massive wave of jealousy when Phil comes home one day with a boyfriend. What will happen? Read to find out;) Such an original title right? Guess I better warn you there is boyxboy as if it wasn't obvious.

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  • letters to you (phan) (complete)
    65.7K 3.1K 27

    Philip Lester is in the military for world war three. No family, his wife died, nothing left to live for. Will his life change around by a chance meeting? (TW: suicidal thoughts)

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  • Misfit (Phan AU)
    4.1M 101K 53

    Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts...

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  • Discovering Love // phan
    1.1M 53.9K 21

    Dan is a firm believer that love doesn't exist. Not in adults, and definitely not in high school. He detests silly love stories and petty relationships, posing as 'love', and nothing could possibly change his mind in that. But when new student Phil takes an intrest in Dan, he can't deny that he's interested in the boy...

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  • The Next Best Thing (Phan fiction)
    103K 4.5K 5

    Everyone in the world has matching numbers to find their soulmate.

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  • Messages (Phan fiction)
    1.2M 43.4K 16

    Phil starts getting cute, little messages from a secret admirer and gradually feels himself falling more and more in love with the boy. But can you really like someone you've never seen before? And what will happen when Phil finds out the real identity of his admirer?

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  • Human - phan
    1.6M 75K 38

    Dan is a dancer, but it's his best kept secret. Moving to a new college results in new friends, new hobbies and a new outlook in life; but what does it really mean to be human? A series of strange and seemingly unconnected events unfold that all seem to link back to Dan's mysterious new boyfriend. etcetc phan with ki...

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  • Phan - The Runaway
    136K 3.6K 38

    Phil ran away from home, but on his first evening in London, he's run over by a car and finds himself in the hospital. The only thing he remember is some small fragments from when he was run over, like when a browneyed angel found and saved him. You want the rewritten version? Find the book on my profile! ' The Runaw...

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