Phil: a loser, continuously beaten and picked on by the other guys at school. Dan: popular, arrogant, and confused. What happens when the two collide? Just like me is a story of trust, love and secrets (Ok I'm making this sound like a bad tv drama, just read the fic please, I broke my thumbs writing it. *WARNING* se...
Dan loved his smile. That was probably his favorite thing about Phil Lester. Although he kept on smiling, Phil was torn on the inside. Although he kept on smiling, sadness washed over him. He kept on smiling, for Dan. Dan has always loved Phil, but Phil's feelings for Dan have just started. They both have doubts tha...
just when the catipillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly × sequel to 'transgender' {HIGHEST RANKING #3}
Summary: Dan's with Catrific. They've been together since Dan and Phil broke up back in 2012 after the V-Day vid came out. Just as "Phan" was kept a secret, so was "Danrific" but only from the fans, seeing as a majority hated her being a loyal friend... Dan didn't mind keeping their relationship a secret; he wa...
Dan wants to die. He is alone. No one loves him. He's got it planned...until a certain raven haired boy pops in... Triggers: self harm, suicide, eating disorders, depression, anxiety
Dan and Phil's lives are a mess. They finally decide to come out to the phandom. Will their decisions take a toll on their relationship? Not much of a description I can give I guess... Just be ready for a wave or two of PHEELS!!!! Warnings: • self-harm • suicide • depression • alcohol abuse • sad in general • langua...
A phan fiction where Dan is transgender. Warnings will be at the beginning of each chapter. Dan needs the world to see him as who he truly is? But will it ever happen? He doesn't know.
[ON HOLD] dan howell has been in foster care for 3 years. when he moves into a new home, he expects everything to be the same deal. bullies, feeling like a freak, and being given back within a few months. then he meets phil. phil has had his own share of sadness in his life, but it doesn't stop him from bringing a lon...
This is the story of a boy called Dan who can't talk and a boy called Phil who can't do anything BUT talk
an au where if your soulmate gets hurt, you get hurt. "mind if i sit here?" "not really" "hi, i'm phil lester" "dan howell" 1st book !note that in this fanfic they're the same age! !TW for mentions of self harm!
Sequel to Black and Blue (read that first!) Dan struggles to get back on his feet after everything that's happened. Phil seems distant, and it causes problems in their relationship that Dan isn't sure he can handle.
Dan Howell is popular. He's also been released from an eating disorder clinic a few months ago. Only one of his friends know about it, at least thats what he thinks. He goes to a party and wakes up to a text from an unknown number. One simple word: Eat! Phil Lester isn't popular but he's no unpopular. He notices some...
Warning: this fix contains strong language, mentions and uses of self harm, suicide, depression and eating disorders. Behind closed doors Phil isn't the guy that we all know and love. Can Dan save him from himself?
"Why do you straighten you hair?" Phil asked, gently running his hand through Dan's curls. "Because my hair is naturally curly," Dan snapped, pushing his hands away. He frowned, looking at the straightener in Dan's hand. "I like your hair." "I hate it. I'll be out in a minute." ~
Not understanding feelings for others is hard. Not understanding attraction is hard. But it's even harder when you don't understand yourself. Trust is hard when you can't trust yourself.
HUGE TW FOR EDS phan // in which dan is addicted to the concept of perfection and phil just wants him to be safe
Dan, depressed and anorexic, gave up on speaking years ago. He was lost in alcohol and loneliness until a black haired boy showed up and broke the silence. [trigger warning; depression, anxiety and anorexia/bulimia] - this story is from a german girl, who's not fluently speaking english
Dan is the senior that everyone looks up to, he is charming, witty and sometimes even nice. Phil is the sophomore that is constantly being bullied for being who he his, a boy who likes boys. Roles seem to switch when Dan saves Phil's life, and finds himself falling for the younger boy. Dan is the new target for torme...
[Completed] [Phan High School AU] Dan is the 'lonely emo' of the school, who sits back and listens to his music instead of making friends. Phil is the popular, always happy kid who has a lot of friends. Dan thinks that he couldn't possibly be any more different from Phil than he already is, but turns out they have mor...
[completed] Daniel Howell is a single dad of a 6 month old named Lucy. After her mother's death, Dan got left with her, even though he did not know he had a child in the first place. Phil is a patient at the hospital Dan works at...
After Phil has spent several months away from Dan and his family, will Dan take him back?
when phil lester comes out as gay, dan howell doesn't take it very lightly ~✧✦✧~ chapter titles song titles <3 ~✧✦✧~ cover art made by @emkabob ~✧✦✧~ triggers: -slurs + other homophobia -bullying -mention of suicide
the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying
(COMPLETED)Dan is the quiet boy. Who never listens in class. Doesn't talk to anybody. And is either staring down at his desk or listening to music alone. This all changed though when there's a new boy in dan's class, Phil. Phil is the boy with the warming smile. The energetic boy. The one that can talk to anyone. But...
"fuck you" "sorry baby you already did" ♡⚣♡ in which dan's a temperamental pop star and phil's opening for him on his world tour
"I know we're young, but we have the kinda love that could last forever" in which Phil is selectively mute but Dan can't hear so that's okay March 19 2017 - January 30 2018 #890 in fanfiction
**Trigger Warning** Eating Disorders Self harm Possible suicide attempt "I love him." Dan cried out, sat at the edge of the roof. "One day, I'll jump." He said, as a tear dripped from his cheek falling the full 10 stories. "One day.." he whispered.
You're favourite youtube stars, Dan and Phil, meet each other and decide to move in. Along the way is romance, tears and heartbreak. *NOTICE* Trigger Warning. If you struggle with anxiety, self harm or depression, please read with caution as your safety is more important than reads.
COMPLETE : Phil moves to England, to study at a school after a massive argument with his family.- trigger warnings; cutting, sucide references and attempts.
