TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?
Destiel high school AU Castiel the punk meets the new kid Dean Winchester. Dean is a depressed teenager and Cas is there to help. WARNINGS: Self harm, and lots of DESTIEL. Disclaimer/ I do not own supernatural or any of it's characters.
AU destiel punk!cas & tattoo artist!dean Castiel Novak, a self harming, anti-social, depressed boy. He has great acting skills so who would suspect Castiel Novak being suicidal? The future tattoo artist Dean Winchester develops a small crush on the blue eyed boy and tries to get his attention. Little do they...
~Trigger Warning~ Castiel thought he was invisible. And he thought he liked it that way. Then he met Dean Winchester, the most visible boy in school. But Cas' world is spiralling out of control as he deals with his sexuality, his strict religious parents, his mental health and school bullies. And his friendship with t...
in a world where everything your soulmate writes on their skin appears on yours, a young boy named dean winchester has been seeing butterflies appear all up and down his arms, on his thighs, and even on his stomach for years now. word count: 19,609
! this is a continuation/part 2 of my other fanfic called scarred, read that first (or don't, I can't control you) ! "Maybe we'll meet later in life, under better circumstances. We're soulmates after all." Almost 8 years later, Phil is a struggling author who works a boring desk job and has recently moved. Dan is a w...
Dan Howell goes to a mental hospital for 6 months after 5 years of self harm and commiting suicide. He happens to share room with Phil Lester, also with destructive behavior. But Phil doesn't hurt himself. He hurts the others. He doesn't have any feelings. Love, anger, happiness or even sadness. He is a numb sociopat...
Dan's lost in a world of depression, drugs and self harm, and he's had enough. Well, that's until he meets a blue eyed boy called Phil in the most unexpected way. [COMPLETED] TRIGGER WARNING Highest rankings: #1 IN DANIEL HOWELL #9 IN AMAZINGPHIL #12 IN PHAN #7 IN DAN #1 IN PHANFICTION #335 IN DEPRESSION
Warning: this fix contains strong language, mentions and uses of self harm, suicide, depression and eating disorders. Behind closed doors Phil isn't the guy that we all know and love. Can Dan save him from himself?
Dan wants to die. He is alone. No one loves him. He's got it planned...until a certain raven haired boy pops in... Triggers: self harm, suicide, eating disorders, depression, anxiety
Dan always selfharms anyway he can, Phil must save him how? No one sees what happens when the cameras are turned off and they're alone in their home...
●super short phan au● •eating disorders• •selfharm• •not really alot of phan but if I get enough requests ill turn this into a full length story with lots of phan•
I spy the sun I spy a boy with blue eyes and black hair I spy someone who may never spy me I spy the rest of my life. TWs: mentions of Self harm and suicide [[COMPLETE]]
phil wants to know more about a new acquaintance, dan howell, but dan just can't let himself around phil and his beautiful blue eyes... [DON'T READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED! There are mentions of self harm, depression, anxiety, smoking, fluff, homophobia, mentions of homophobic slurs]
Phil saves Dan from the bullies. Dan saves Phil from himself. [Completed: July 21, 2017]
an au where if your soulmate gets hurt, you get hurt. "mind if i sit here?" "not really" "hi, i'm phil lester" "dan howell" 1st book !note that in this fanfic they're the same age! !TW for mentions of self harm!
(completed) in which dan and phil are paired by a necklace system where you and your soulmate have matching charms triggers: SUICIDE, SELF HARM! don't read if you're easily triggered by those things, i want to see you safe !!
(COMPLETED)Dan is the quiet boy. Who never listens in class. Doesn't talk to anybody. And is either staring down at his desk or listening to music alone. This all changed though when there's a new boy in dan's class, Phil. Phil is the boy with the warming smile. The energetic boy. The one that can talk to anyone. But...
"Phil... I'm depressed" "Oh my god, me too! I get so down in the dumps sometimes it's ju-" "No. Phil. I have depression" "Oh." ~ triggers: -self harm (cutting) -depression + depressing thoughts -suicidal thoughts + suicide -gay slurs + other derogatory words ...
Dan and Phil seem to have a pretty good life. They are a couple of the most famous youtubers, the work on their own radio show, and they're best friends. Phil couldn't be any happier. But what happens when Phil finds out about the other side of Dan he hasn't met yet? WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL TENDE...
{P h a n : C o m p l e t e d} "Help Me" trigger warning : suicide, self-harm
Dan is secretly suffering from depression. On the outside he seems bubbly and happy, but on the inside he wishes for it to all be over. When his friend, Phil, unexpectedly invites him to stay at his apartment, Dan struggles to keep up the glass that was protecting him. Will Phil help clean up the pieces? TRIGGER WARNI...
-FINISHED- Cas and Dean met at a party and slept together. Only one problem: Cas isn' t gay. Dean came out in 7th grade and Sam couldn't be more proud. When Dean begins to date a guy to get over Cas he didn't know how close this guy was to Cas. And Cas struggles when he was beginning to doubt his sexuality. B...
(COMPLETED) At the moment nothing is going well for Dean. When he gets put together for a class assignment with Cas everything could go right or horribly wrong. Dean's P.O.V and Cas' P.O.V (also contains self-harm, some abuse and suicidal thoughts)
A depressing story with a ridiculous ending... Cas is dealing with his own issues. He has his own releases. What happens when the releases fail? Will Dean fix him slowly? Will Dean be the one to save Cas? Or the one to destroy him? DESTIEL *Trigger warning*
Sixteen-year-old Castiel Novak's life has never been anything but horrible. His father is abusive and his mother died of leukemia when he was five. On top of his terrifying home life, he is bullied at school due to circling rumors of Cas being gay. Living doesn't seem right for the depressive and suicidal teenager, an...
Dean is in love with his best friend, Castiel. Who happens to be in a happy relationship with someone else. How long will it take for Dean to break? • • • The point of view revolves around Dean so you can know his emotions, not Castiels. Also, it is going to have some DEPRESSING THOUGHTS AND GRAPHIC SCENES so if you g...
