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  • Speak up already - Phan
    3.7M 163K 79

    Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

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  • Save Me - A Dan and Phil Love Story
    43.6K 1.2K 5

    (Warning, self-harm and violence.) Dan Howell and Phil Lester have been through a lot of bad things in their sixteen years of living, things that will scar them forever, mentally and physically. When they find each other they feel happy together, but things get worse. The thing that they want to know is.. was their re...

  • My New Friend (a Phanfiction)
    141K 4.9K 16

    Dan's starting at new school. He never fit in at his old one, but when he meets a new friend, he finally starts to feel like he belings somewhere.

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  • ill be yours
    2K 91 6

    Phil is completely broken. he has many problems. the biggest is Selective Mutism, meaning he refuses to speak at all. because of this, he hasnt spoken for nearly four years. he has post traumatic stress distorder, anxiety, depression, and a eating disorder. he attends college, but decides he sits in the back in every...

  • Remember Phil?
    93K 5.7K 21

    Remember Phil from High school? That kid with Black hair, blue eyes? The one who sat quietly at the back of the room, handed homework in on time and ate by himself? Yes. I remember him. And little did I know, he would mean as much to me as he does now. Little did I know, my future would be spent with him. .

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  • Save Me From Myself (Dan Howell fanfiction)
    564K 14.4K 30

    Anna is best friends with Dan Howell and Phil Lester. After a horrific night at Anna's and her ex-boyfriends shared flat, Anna ends up moving in with Dan and Phil. It seems like sunshine and happiness from here right? Wrong. Anna is a terribly broken girl. She has severe depression and very bad anxiety. She also self...

  • Unreadable: A Phan AU
    9.5K 809 9

    My name is Daniel James Howell, call me Dan. I'm 23 years old and for most of my life, I lived alone, but I was never lonely. I lived a normal life, although I have a rather...odd talent. I can learn a whole person's life story in a glance. I'm not sure how or why but all I know is I've lived a thousand lives througho...

  • You're getting old
    398 14 1

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  • Human - phan
    1.6M 75K 38

    Dan is a dancer, but it's his best kept secret. Moving to a new college results in new friends, new hobbies and a new outlook in life; but what does it really mean to be human? A series of strange and seemingly unconnected events unfold that all seem to link back to Dan's mysterious new boyfriend. etcetc phan with ki...

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  • Lacking [Phan]
    58.4K 3.7K 10

    Dan Howell has grown up wingless in a world full of wings. Old legends have twisted the views of his peers, leaving him utterly alone until he meets the strangely beautiful Phil Lester, who has a different view on their world. Phil may not have the ability to give Dan wings, but he can sure as hell make him feel as if...

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  • In Between // phan
    423K 24.1K 23

    Book 2 in the Grim Reaper trilogy! After Phil gets rejected by the Highers in his request to be a Reaper, him and Dan decide to live in the human world together. But when Dan's friend, PJ, tells him that the Highers want him back, and are willing to accept Phil, Dan is honestly quite happy to be going back. After the...

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  • Find Me Again // phan
    527K 28K 17

    Sequel to Discovering Love! Dan is only just now aware of the fact that he loves Phil Lester, but at the wrong moment, because Phil hates him. He makes that very clear, in the way he successfully ignores Dan. But Dan is desperate, because the longer he and Phil are separated, the more his heart is breaking, and pretty...

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  • The Beginning of the End [Phan]
    609 46 16

    COMPLETED (This is mildly better than The Lion and the Llama but it's still horrible so read at your own risk) Phil walks into his apartment to find blood and scuff marks everywhere, a sign of a rough battle, and dying Dan in a pool of his own blood. sorry guise I am crap at writing descriptions >.< I tend to write mo...

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  • one night (phan)
    10K 349 17

    INSPIRED BY SUMAIRI'S 'One Night' TRAILER --- Dan Howell and Phil Lester - friends since '09. Thanks to the influence of alcohol, the two stumble across an unlikely romance - one that was sure to end in tragedy. [WARNING- suicide] --- This was the first fanfiction I ever wrote, and honestly the worst thing I've ever...

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  • Phan Oneshots
    2M 77.3K 93

    Idk oneshots I write about phan xx

  • Phan Oneshots
    352K 14.3K 27

    Just a collection of phan one shots. All 100% written by me, and which you should 100% read. (It's mostly angst I'm warning you). Requests greatly welcomed.

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  • Save Me from You (Phanfiction)
    3.4K 227 10

    Welcome to reality bitch

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  • Discovering Love // phan
    1.1M 53.9K 21

    Dan is a firm believer that love doesn't exist. Not in adults, and definitely not in high school. He detests silly love stories and petty relationships, posing as 'love', and nothing could possibly change his mind in that. But when new student Phil takes an intrest in Dan, he can't deny that he's interested in the boy...

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  • Phan Oneshot Collection
    162K 6.5K 33

    Just a collection of oneshots, mostly fluffy :)

  • No Words....( a Phan smut/angst/fluff)
    60.3K 1K 8

    Dan is the just the ordinary new boy who wants to get an education. He doesn't have time for Drama. Yet when he meets Mina and discovers Phil. He knows that Phil was his soulmateヽ( ̄д ̄;)ノ=3=3=3 then he did that Phil is mute. What will Dan do when he falls deep I love with Phil. WARNINGS: Sex, Self-H...

  • Brotherly love (phan)
    2.8M 65.1K 36

    Phil is an orphan, bullied, and living alone with no friends in a home. He does his best not to let that fact that no one seems to care about him get to him, but it's getting harder. Then a nice couple start to take interest in him, and it turns out they have a son his age, Daniel, but the love they begin to share isn...

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  • In My Dreams // phan
    280K 16.3K 14

    Sequel to Up All Night! Dan has finally found Phil, the boy he dreamed of, and maybe fallen in love with. But Phil doesn't know he exists. He's been trying to get his attention for so long, but Phil doesn't notice. Dan will do anything to get Phil to notice him, but that may just get him into major trouble.

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  • It's not just you - Phan (completed)
    192K 9.2K 25

    Phil is in love with his best friend Dan, whom is dating a girl named Becca. After 6 months, Phil can't take it anymore, sending him over the edge. After Dan finds him on the roof, about to jump, how will Phil cope keeping his real reason away from Dan? This was originally just a one-shot from my book of them, howeve...

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  • Everything Will Be Okay (Phan)
    4.8K 341 17

    Phil is a broken soul. No friends, no one that cares. Until Dan, a younger boy who is just as broken as Phil, walks into his life. The pair build an unlikely friendship as they help each other through the hardships of life. But as things go from bad to worse, can they stay together? Or will their friendship crumble? *...

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  • Resistance
    161K 9.2K 22

    Cover not made by me. All credit goes to http://kaleidanscope.tumblr.com/ Co-written with: insertyoutuberquotehere Summary: Dan moved up to Manchester after his already successful parents got a promotion and moved to be closer to work. Dan is lonely seeing as his parents are always too busy for him. Since birth, he’s...

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  • Alive (Phan)
    613K 34.3K 31

    Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excite...

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  • brainstorm //another phan//
    87.2K 4.2K 3

    swiggity sway- wait, they're still gay? sequal to "Shit Storm"

  • dear phil ;; phan
    272K 19.5K 26

    Dear Phil, It's three am. I can't sleep. So, I'm writing to you.

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